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Holy shit is been 2 yrs since my last post on this account...

no.

21 years later and i still dont know how to socialize properly 😖😱😵

Tfw when you wanna talk to someone but at the same time you don't wanna talk to anyone at all

is there anyone out there that even reads this?

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Do i like him? Idk but i like being with him. Im comfy with him. Maybe i just wanna be close friends.... I used to like him and i know he's still attracted to me... We've made out before but then we had this period of just not talking to or seeing each other for personal reasons... now were talking again and hanging out occassionally but idk if i want a relationship with him cuz he's still comfy to be with or cuz im lonely and he still gives me affection so why not.... Aghh idek anymore! It sucks being lonely and unable to say what i really wanna say to others. . . . . . Do i even want a relationship?? Aghhhhhh

You can only distract yourself so much until the lonliness comes crashing back in :/

I wanna get to know you but since I don't know you i don't know what to talk about; if we have anything in common at all...