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FORMERLY OBLIVATED, YOUTHSOFMAY, & GHSTSPDRS. THIS BLOG HAS BEEN MOVED & REVAMPED AND I AM NOW 5ANRIOS.

hello, everyone. my name is kiwi ( she/her if close. they/them if not. ) ! i am 25 years young & my timezone is est. i recently graduated college with a bachelors & am currently taking a mental break from working so activity on this blog will depend but is moderate & i am currently on semi-hiatus INDEFINITELY since my muse goes in & out but i am open for plotting & threads. this blog is currently DASH-ONLY for the sake of not having to worry about my theme & having everything in one place & i write on DIS.CORD. dis.cord is preference for me since i reply faster there but if tumblr is preferred for you, that is fine. this is a multi-muse blog with canon / oc muses related to the walking dead / marvel / etc. the fcs of my muses might be majority kpop / east asian but this blog doesn’t belong to the krp community. i do not condone the fetishizing of asian faceclaims. roleplay blogs of ALL kinds are always welcome so please don’t hesitate to reach out to me. i am private & selective which means i will only write with mutuals. i will either be using my own static icons or use gif icons & none of the gif icons are mine unless stated otherwise; credits go to the rightful owners for static icons psd and gif icons.

WHERE YOU CAN FIND ME.

when i’m not on here, i am always on dis.cord: 𐐪𐑂 kiwi 𐐪𐑂#5871. you can add me IF we are mutuals & you notify me prior to adding me. i have too many people added currently on dis.cord & i tend to lose track of who is who. all plotting, chatting, & writing is WELCOME.

RULES & MUSES.

PLEASE CLICK HERE. — my rules & muses are in one doc. majority of my muses are throughly plotted out ( mostly my twd & mcu muses ) so if you’d like more information on my muses, just ask.

@5anrios·.  DEVIN & VALENTINE.

❝ i like listening to you talk. ❞

                      “   well, that's a relief. i was starting to think that you might not be enjoying my talk about dinosaurs...   ”  

open starter ft. HAOYU (he/him. 25.) connection: friends/acquaintance, possible secret crush  plot: haoyu needs a fake date for his sister’s wedding

‘so you know, my sister’s getting married soon and my parents start to make a big deal about me always being single. i start to worry they’ll try and set me up with somebody if i do not make them believe that i’m able to find love eventually.’ haoyu knew that this was not the right time to admit to his crush he had for the other, there was too much at stake should it be one sides. ‘you’ve never met them but you know me incredibly well, so i was wondering if you could imagine to be my – date? i mean, it just would be for the wedding and my family’s very old fashioned, so they would take it as well mannered when we do not kiss or something like that.’

                      weddings weren't mimi's sort of thing. frankly, anything that involved class & people showing off the fancy things that they could afford wasn't her type of crowd but she found solace in haoyu. they looked past each other's flaws & found that friendships could be found even in the most unpredictable places. though, she had to admit that this proposal had felt like a date. a date would mean more than the conditions that haoyu was providing & truthfully ? mimi wouldn't mind a date but baby steps.   “   you can't find love because every girl that's been interested in you thinks i'm a threat.   ”   cue the laugh to indicate that she was teasing but was she really ? maybe there was a reason why haoyu hadn't settled quite yet.   “   sure, why not ? but if we're going to do this... we need to come up with a believable love story. nothing too sappy because they'll see right through our bullshit.   ”  

       cheating was typically never on her agenda, candy was a smart girl and had always gotten average to above average marks on her courses, but this damn teacher was a nightmare and a half to deal with. typically she wouldn’t care, take the loss and walk away, if it weren’t for her helicopter parents breathing down her neck constantly. if she failed a class, they would ask question, and then they would find out their picture perfect daughter was the opposite of who they thought she was. keeping up appearances was what her middle class family thrived on, she couldn’t raise any red flags, so….here she was, talking to some tech guru genius. her family made decent money, but a large deposit was going to be tough to deal with, especially since she just spent way too much cash on a new board, “eh, you can’t blame a girl for trying.” candy sighed, leaning against the table in what she thought was defeat until he voiced going to dinner, which made her perk up again, “dinner i can totally do, as long as you don’t pick some high end five star place…i’m down to wine and dine you.” and it was true, luckily he wasn’t awful to look at, she could manage dinner with him, “consider it a dinner discount?”

                      drew had let out a breathe of a laugh at her response. she was pretty & anyone could see that beyond an untrained eye. though, he wasn't the kind of the guy to take advantage of her needs just because she owed him. he was just lucky his flirting worked... most girls weren't as eager to respond to him with the same amount of energy back. he had closed his laptop with a click of his tongue & slowly raised a brow at candy.   “   a dinner discount is negotiable... might i ask why you need me to do this knowing the risks it might entail ?   ”   truth be told, he didn't need a straight answer because he was faced with these kind of predicaments almost every day. he could relate — he too had parents who were breathing down his neck to make sure he came home with nothing less than an a average he obviously wasn't the poster child for what a perfect child entailed. he didn't want to be a perfect child either.   “   look, i'm free later tonight... let's say we meet at the diner down the street ? have a milkshake or two & just talk... i might be a hacker but i have a heart, too... if it's a good time, you'll get seventy five percent off the asking price but— don't make it a habit.   ”  

When one was created for combat, how did one experience what normal meant to many? Amid a war at that.

With freedom. At least, that was what Lars thought he could offer, given their circumstances.

Alisa was now capable of her own thoughts and decisions; Lee saw to that. While those same thoughts and decisions didn't always equate to the most favourable outcome, the soldier would usually cut her some slack. She'd wander and explore the various cities they'd travel through, telling him stories of the people she'd met and the friends she'd made.

One, in particular, was Ling Xiaoyu.

Aside from his conversations with Alisa, Lars also recalled the name from his intel. Lars was proud of her ability to make friends, but sometimes Alisa's naiveté put them in hot water.

"…You did what?"

Leave it to Alisa to befriend someone from Jin's inner circle. Xiaoyu and Jin's closeness led Alisa to share that she knew where he was recovering and with whom. Worst still, she promised this friend she'd bring her to him–-without consulting Lars first.

It wasn't all for naught. Xiaoyu had proved useful; the android explained that she did open up to her about what made Jin tick, his history and whatnot. Lars had only experienced his nephew's crueller, selfish side. It was hard to believe that he was a kind-hearted person in his past. This only made Alisa want to reunite the two even more.

Alisa had invited Xiaoyu to try the new mochi donut stand that had opened up in town that evening. While it was mainly to spend time with her and to register a unique experience into her memory, afterwards, Lars was her ride back to Violet Systems. It was the perfect opportunity for her to tag along and see Jin.

For once, Lars was visibly annoyed with Alisa. If his face didn't give her enough of that information, her biological sensors certainly did. While they waited, she'd give him her signature smile and try to lighten the mood by encouraging him to use this as a way to vet whether he could trust Xiaoyu or not.

Along with a donut, of course.

@5anrios | starter for Xiaoyu

                    for years, xiaoyu had been searching for the answer to peace. not only with herself but for those around her. the people she cared for. jin. he never had flat out told her the inner demons he dealt with both literally & figuratively but he didn't have to. she knew jin — the ostracities committed under his name wasn't him or at least it wasn't part of him. he was a tough shell that was hard to crack but he wasn't a murderer. he wasn't his father. he wasn't his grandfather. he was jin & that was what xiaoyu had respected him most for. that, despite those around him believing he was meant for destruction, he never gave in. jin was still jin... he was just lost. maybe it was xiaoyu's affection for him that clouded her judgment or maybe her beliefs were true. that was neither here nor there but she knew better than to believe he had become everything he hated.                     “  you shouldn't scold her for having empathy. it was how she was programmed... hypothetically saying, right ?   ”                       truth be told, xiaoyu was no longer the ditzy school girl everyone believed her to be. she was young then, still young now. though, seeing the destruction the world had gone through over time was something that could toughen up anyone. she was still a fire that was difficult to put out but a much calmer one now. she was determined as she always was. though, just because she had grown up, it didn't mean she no longer wore her pigtails. she still did — it was a sense of home. keeping old remnents of herself that showed she was still xiaoyu despite being older now.                     “  panda is someone jin cares deeply for as well... isn't that right, panda ?   ”   panda's eager sounds was something that never ceased to make her smile. her hand stroked panda's back & felt a sense of calm at how it relaxed her friend.   “  it was my fault... if you need someone to be mad at me, let it be me. the moment that alisa told me that she knew of his whereabouts, i insisted on seeing him.   ”  

i do video edits for fun & this is what i worked on this week it was very tedious but fun

❝ —–  i wouldn’t be surprised, honestly.  and i’m guess the other one is you?  ❞

                    “   your process elimination is excellent... but yes. i know your senses go off when i'm around. i know mine does when i'm around you.   ”  

❝ two days ago. ❞   he replied, his lips parting in a yawn and wiped at the tears that came forth from it.  god, just the idea of resting was so great and he felt the urge to just agree with her and go crash on his bed for an hour or two, but he felt like she’s taken care of them for way too long and she’d be tired of it.   ❝ no, no.  it’s fine, honestly.  if i can get ari to sleep at a decent hour and the others go to bed at a decent hour, i think i’ll be able to sleep for more than an hour or two. ❞

                      “   honestly, dawn... it's okay. go rest for a bit. i don't mind watching the girls.   ”   kiara was tired herself but it could wait. she had a rest day for the next two days so she could afford a few more hours of resisting sleep. especially if it meant that her younger brother could relax. she had rubbed his shoulder then urged him to go up & rest in his bed.   “   now go. before i change my mind & you know i definitely will.   ”