the hating women thing is its own whole issue but I often think noel’s worst behaviors come down to this very unhealthy fatalistic thought pattern in which he thinks he’s an incurable piece-of-shit and thus makes no effort to morally improve. it’s like he’s afraid that if he tries to become a better person he’ll have to finally take a long hard look at himself so instead he crowns himself king of the cunts. which is ultimately quite cowardly

nobody talks about how exhausting it is to live in that space between "things will get better" and "i can't handle this anymore." it's like your emotions are constantly swinging. leaving you both hopeful and defeated in the same day.

I've probably said this already, but I get the feeling that if someone called Noel "Daddy," his vision would go blurry and he'd stress vomit.

Alternatively, if you called Liam daddy he'd cry with joy and kiss your forehead, and you wouldnt fuck but he'd be like "eyar thanks for trusting me and that" and be so moved