[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

i don’t ask for much but i might start

girlie you can’t give up now you don’t have the dark green couch of your dreams yet

Logging onto here is like walking through a bead curtain

being the only parent trying to break generational curses is so exhausting.

im not the same person i was when I pulled that meat out of the freezer this morning. I've changed. i don't have that in me anymore. ive moved on

I think I will grieve you longer than i’ve known you

(girl who is already extremely private) i think i need to Move In More Silence

the big trick is to never ever hope for anything and always expect the worst no matter what #mythoughtprocess

feels like im always recovering. when do i get to live

"it's okay to rest for as long as you need from burnout" how long is it actually going to take though. there's stuff i wanna do.