How do I move on when I’m still in love with you?

Yes, I’ve changed. Pain does that to people.

I’m really hoping something good happens between us.

noooooo

I think about you. But I don’t say it anymore.

no i’m not : after all those years unable to talk and look at you 

…and besides, you were the one who always had my heart, you know? You were the one. You were the only one.

I choose to love you in silence…for in silence I find no rejection.

I was terrified of losing her before she was even mine to lose.

“And she finds it difficult to believe — that a person would love her even when she isn’t trying. Trying to figure out what other people need, trying to be worthy.”

since i disapointed you 

It feels good to think about you when I’m warm in bed. I feel as if you’re curled up there beside me, fast asleep. And I think how great it would be if it were true.

If someone else’s happiness is your happiness, that is love.