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SOBS THIS IS JUST FLUFF GUYS. "Sam" is just a random insert as a friend!

Henry almost didn’t go.

The invitation had been sitting on his phone for two days, unopened after the first read, as though ignoring it long enough would somehow make it disappear. Sam had been relentless, insisting that a friend of a friend had someone “perfectly normal” to set him up with. Bright, kind, occasionally shy—someone Henry would probably not entirely get along with.

He couldn’t think of anything he wanted less.

Not because he disliked the idea of dating, but because his heart had already wandered somewhere it had no business being.

To you.

It wasn’t "love" in the dramatic sense people wrote poems about. It hadn’t arrived all at once. Instead, it had crept into his life slowly, settling into the corners of his mind until thoughts of you became as natural as breathing.

You were in his arts class every Tuesday and Thursday, always arriving a few minutes early with a canvas bag slung over one shoulder and a notebook already tucked beneath your arm.

You had a habit of smoothing your bag before class began, even if it wasn't wrinkled. When you concentrated, your brows pinched together just enough to make you look annoyed at whatever story the professor had assigned, only for your expression to soften the moment someone made you laugh.

Henry noticed everything.

He noticed the chipped nail polish you’d absentmindedly peel away during lectures.

The ring you twisted around your finger whenever you were thinking.

The way you always stopped outside the classroom afterward to answer anyone who had a question, even if you were clearly in a hurry yourself.

He knew you preferred tea over coffee some days because he’d seen you carrying the same colored bottle almost every morning. He knew you always checked out more books than you could realistically finish because he’d spotted the impossible stacks balanced against your hip in the library.

He’d overheard enough casual conversations to know your favorite author, your least favorite weather, and your irrational dislikes.

He hadn’t meant to learn those things.

They had simply accumulated over weeks of quietly existing in the same spaces.

Sometimes he hated himself for it.

He worried it made him strange, that if you ever realized how much he’d noticed, you’d be uncomfortable. So he kept his distance, convincing himself that admiring someone from afar was safer than risking ruining the small comfort of simply sharing a classroom with you.

You, meanwhile, barely knew he existed.

Or so he believed.

By the time Saturday evening arrived, Henry stood in front of his apartment mirror adjusting the collar of a sweater he’d only worn once before. He considered taking it off and changing back into the plain shirts he usually stuck to for comfortability.

He considered texting Sam to cancel. Instead, he grabbed his keys.

Mostly because saying no felt harder than enduring one awkward dinner.

The restaurant was small and warmly lit, tucked between a bookstore and a florist downtown. Candlelight reflected softly against the windows while quiet music drifted through the air. Couples laughed over shared desserts, friends lingered over coffee, and the entire place carried the comfortable feeling of somewhere people stayed longer than they planned.

Henry stepped inside.

The hostess greeted him, asking for his name before glancing toward a table near the windows.

He followed her gesture.

Then stopped walking.

Every coherent thought vanished.

You were already there.

You sat with one hand wrapped around a glass of water, absentmindedly tracing circles through the condensation while occasionally glancing toward the entrance. Soft evening light spilled across your face through the window, and for one impossible moment Henry wondered if he had imagined the entire thing.

Of all the people in the city, of all the strangers Sam’s friend could have known.

It was you.

The person he’d spent months trying not to think about.

The person who unknowingly occupied every spare corner of his mind.

His heart lurched so violently he was certain someone nearby could hear it; You looked up as the hostess approached your table.

You looked up as the hostess approached your table, recognition crossed your face almost immediately.

Not the startled delight of recognizing someone important, but the polite familiarity reserved for classmates seen outside their usual setting.

Your expression brightened with surprise, apparently, you knew his name after all. Relief and panic tangled together in his chest.

The evening unfolded nothing like either of you expected.

The awkwardness that usually accompanied blind dates softened quickly, replaced by the strange comfort of discovering you weren’t meeting a stranger at all. Instead, it felt as though someone had quietly skipped the introductions.

For the first time, Henry heard your voice without the distraction of professors or crowded hallways. It was warmer than he remembered, carrying an easy laugh that appeared often and lingered naturally. Away from campus, you seemed lighter somehow, less focused on assignments and deadlines, more willing to ramble about books you loved or stories from with friends.

He found himself listening the way he always had, only now, he was finally allowed to answer.

You spoke with your hands whenever you became excited about something, nearly knocking over your water twice before laughing at yourself each time. Every now and then, you’d pause to think, absentmindedly twisting the ring on your finger exactly as you did in class.

Seeing familiar habits up close made his chest ache in the gentlest way and eventually, little details slipped into conversation.

Not intentionally, no—without thinking—Henry mentioned your favorite author while recommending another novel.

You blinked.

A few minutes later he absentmindedly suggested ordering tea instead of coffee because he knew you weren’t much of a coffee drinker sometimes.

Again, you looked surprised; But then came an offhand comment about your obscure dislike while discussing desserts.

Your expression shifted—not fearful, not uncomfortable, but undeniably curious.

There was no accusation in your eyes, just confusion.

Henry realized, with growing horror, exactly what he had done; Weeks of quietly admiring someone had escaped in scattered pieces across a dinner table.

He wanted to disappear beneath it.

To him, every detail had become ordinary through repetition. He’d forgotten that most people weren’t expected to know those things about someone they’d barely spoken to.

Embarrassment colored every thought that followed.

He mumbled over explanations, trying desperately to clarify that none of it had been intentional. You’d simply existed in the same places he had for so long. He’d remembered conversations because hearing you speak had always seemed more interesting than whatever else was happening around him.

The confusion in your expression gave way to something softer, your lips curling into a smile that caught Henry completely off guard. There was no judgment in your eyes, only quiet affection for someone who had cared enough to notice the little things no one else ever seemed to. It wasn’t unsettling. It was sweet.

The heat rising to Henry’s face refused to fade, but it no longer came from embarrassment alone. Watching your smile linger was enough to quiet the panic that had been building in his chest. Somehow, despite everything he’d accidentally revealed, the evening hadn’t fallen apart. If anything, it had finally become honest.