Girls Like Girls who Like Girls

It's nuts how common it is to not allow children to be angry, even (especially) in households where adults are angry all the time. As a child I knew my own anger was unacceptable--not just expressing it outwardly but feeling it at all. So now as an adult my immediate reaction to my own anger is often to feel guilt instead of like. Noticing when someone is being rude or unfair or my boundaries are being violated or whatever. fucked up.

this is all being filtered through my lens btw.

a girl at the club spiked my drink with jasmine and a wave of tranquility washed over me

when it really started hitting she watched me gracefully compose myself and then pulled me off into a corner to touch on my thoughts and probe the depths of my insight

Girl Shake That fat Communist Ass

she crusheth thousands to death 'neath her fat ass and for what. bitch

ok guys but imagine how hard it's gonna hit if something good ever happens again

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

lately i feel like the world is conspiring to put tragic characters in my vision that tell me the way i feel about myself is wrong

yeah sure these characters who feel like nothing and repeatedly lash out are still deserving of love or whatever. but not me