Elijah

I will leave behind no photos, no videos, no social media, I will delete everything, I will leave your life as absent of my presence as it was when I was living, and I hope you realize, when nothing changes, that I was right all along, I never mattered

The universe just wants me to suffer, I’m convinced

If my mom wasn’t coming to visit me for my birthday this year, it would have been this year

Nah cause like fuck this ?? I try so hard to do things for myself but it doesn’t fucking matter because at the end of the day I’m still me. Haunted by memories idk how to make peace with. I can feel my soul rotting.

Wish I had the courage to end it all, guess I’ll just suffer forever

Things are getting really bad again :(

Can we normalize going completely fucking unhinged Insane after getting heartbroken? Asking for a friend !

Oh how patient grief can be

I want to pour my fucking heart out to you, but I know that would make things worse :’(