horse

Thinking about when i was wearing NO pants other than my pink tight juicy cotoure boxers with my huge ass, crawled in beside that creature who smirked with pleasure, held onto his arm and he CONTINUED to scroll reels on his phone and ignore me 😭😭😭😭😭 WHAT

i think god should bless me with a beautiful fat boy because im very kind and deserve it and id take very good care of him

my friend said ive been very angry recently and thags not healthy for me so im being slightly less angry. I still, somehow, for some reason, care about you and I can tell in the way that sometimes when its quiet and dark and alone i, despite what i say, dont know if i really could let it all out at you. My friend sent a big rant but i made her delete it in fear of hurting you. I know its stupid and hypocyrical after everything ive said and raged about ruining you and i still hate what you did to me but i think if you came up to me crying id hug you and i hate that. But id still hug you tight. I feel very silly contradicting myself

ive locked back in i want to see you wither in your sorrow for how you ruined me

why did you move on so quick? Why would you cheat? I loved you so much and you just left. Why would you do that. I hate you for being so mean

you were the worst, most useless boyfriend I think I will ever have. You didnt care about me, you ignored me, you made me cry and you were so fucking stupid it hurt. You didnt think. You didnt care about me in the slightest and you were so self centered i should have left myself rather than stick with your sorry ass. Maybe they were right about you. Youre a stupid fucking prick and i should have listened but i thought youd change. You didnt. And now youre dating some other prick and i doubt you give me a fuck about me but god i hope you suffer every time you see me. I hope your heart clenches and your stomach hurts and you know that nobody will ever deal with your shit like i did. I got away. I should have left myself before i gave you that chance. Fuck you. Every bit of my body hates you.

i want that blue bracelet back

pretty evil but i dont care anymore im telling eeeeveryone what you did the lying the bullshit the probable cheating and bitch they all agree with me cause WHO gets together with their best friend after ONE MONTH after breaking up you're an insecure loser who i swear to god was at least emotionally cheating on me and to make it worse you just sucked as a boyfriend im using my own hands to tear down what remains of the school year and hopefully you stop being a fucking twat and do some self reflection before kissing the next closest guy