They will never understand the sadness that you can physically feel in your chest

i don’t want to live like this. i only exist at this point. all i do is distract my mind so i don’t kill myself

when the emotional pain hurts so bad that it starts to feel physical

Words cannot express the absolute rage I feel when I think I’m getting better and it all comes crashing down again.

Tumblr is not a social media, it's an online psych ward.

who else mourning the person they could've been if they were treated kindly as a child

therapists saying you're surprisingly self aware is like being called a pleasure to have in class for adults

If I ever kill myself just know I tried my fucking best and please forgive me

i thought i was gonna be dead before i turn 18 and now im 24 and have no idea what im doing with my life

It’s so scary not knowing somebody’s true intentions towards you

when i’m hurt, i shut down, i turn into a total bitch i shut off my emotions i act differently towards everything and everyone and i hate it

i lose everyone because i can't keep myself in check. i want to be okay, i'd do anything to get rid of this anger but i feel like a walking time bomb that hurts everyone i love.