Yapping and Whining

Taking pills and sleeping in the car

Switchblades, cocaine

I'm mad coping, someone help. I'm stuck in am loop that leads nowhere, even if it leads to a tangible success.

I'm so happy and sad. I want to be more contradicting.

Yet another family trip I get told I ruined

Does anyone fw Burgundy by $uicideboy$ like I do?

Do I go after things that make me feel loved?

"There's a demon in me, and it's helping reach a state of bedlam."

A young man walked in in an orange jumpsuit and chains. I was going to observe his face to see if I could see myself, but I thought better then to look in his eyes -we are in a psych clinic.

I don't want to close my eyes

It's really bad

Why does my mouth taste like blood?

"Caught in the tangled web of depression and suicide, he must have felt they're was nothing to look forward to, no promise of change. And so young."

I feel like I've ruined myself mentally. Or maybe everything else did.