„i didnt want to, but you made it sooo easy..“
Kai Anderson - without consent.
This is my first post on here, it‘s just a drabble that rotted in my notes for a while, just for my own imagination.. lmao
Warning: this is a piece of FICTION with just pure non consent, if this makes you uncomfortable i advise you to scroll.
non-consent, p in v, reader is female, LOTS of dirty talk, degrading, praising, age gap (reader is 20, he‘s 30.) , reader was a virgin, choking, daddy kink if you squint, kai on adderall, deepthroating, fingering (reader receiving) , yeah if i missed something pls comment..
kai n i met in a vinyl store, he caught my eye and i went up to him, saying how him buying a vinyl is „sooo lana-del-ray“, making fun of him. he didnt mind and he even laughed along me, i asked him if the coffee he had in his hand was good and now im here, stuck in this cult, kai kissing my neck and calling me ugly names.
„i bet you get wet even thinking about me.“ he said, full of confidence, touching my needy cunt through my panties.
„tell me how much you want me to destroy your tiny cunt“ he rubbed his fingers roughly over my clothed-clit, it hurt. a lot.
„p-please.. let me go.“ i say with tears in my eyes.
„if you didnt want this your panties wouldn’t be soaked, you dumb little slut.“ he was visibly hard, touching me, raping me.
„please, kai.“ tears keep streaming down my face as he undresses my lower half.
„if you gave in, it wouldnt hurt as much.“ he kept on talking, at this point i was saying nothing.
kai slapped my face, his deep, black eyes digging through my reddened eyes.
„c-can we do this… when im ready?“ i say again, crying as i was still a virgin, a 20 year old virgin, while he was 30.
„you want me to, i know that you want it. your wetness tells me otherwise.“ he keeps rubbing his thumb over my cunt, making me gasp and whine.
„i- kai please i dont want you to take my virginity!“ i yell out into his face, his hand holding my face, his thumb stuffed deep inside my mouth, playing with my tongue now.
„virgin? you‘re a virgin? god…. i want to rip your pretty pink pussy open with my cock…“ he rambles him taking off my panties immediately now.
„please no! kai please…“ i cry now.
„you crying makes it even better, you are such a good toy.“ he spits on my face and i felt myself get wetter from his touch, just a natural response and i hated it.
„you disgust me; you are just a hole for me to fuck, do you understand?“ his hand was still stuck in my mouth, fucking his fingers into my throat as i try to pull away.
„i bet your little mouth would feel soooo good around my dick baby. if only you‘d stop crying.“ he was so mad at me, he knew i was interested in him but not into him sexually.
„if only you would give in.“ he says before he bites my own lip, i try to kick him away but it only ends with him holding my legs.
„why wont you be a good girl, hm? always have to ruin everything.“ he chokes me so hard that i cant even think straight, my legs resting on his shoulder.
i cry out again but i lose myself in his touch, i couldnt fight him so i just went limp.
„thats it, i knew you wanted this.“ his finger enter my cunt roughly, fucking his digits into my core, moaning and crying as he does what he does.
„your tight little pussy had me hooked from the start, the moment i saw you i knew how good it‘d feel.“ tears keep running down, i was trying to pretend this was a nightmare, a movie.. some kind off horrible porn thatd only weird people would watch.
„i never care about girls, i only fuck them, usually they thank me. kai you made me cum so hard, thank you daddy.“ he mimics some other girl, which probably didnt happen and he just said for his own pleasure.
„im just making sure you think of me when someone else fucks you, slut.“
„IM A VIRGIN! IM NOT A SLUT.“ i yell at him as he stuffs my wet panties in my mouth.
„SHUT UP.“ he yells even louder than me.
„be happy im prepping you.“ he said as he rammed his fingers in continuously, not even making me feel good and hitting the spot that id liked, it hurt. so much.
„does that feel good? i bet it does.“ he spoke through gritted teeth as his whole arm moved now, i shook my head violently and he took out the panties and stuffed his fingers in my mouth instead.
„tell me, is that not your cunt? does it not taste like you? hm?“ his nails dig into me, it felt close to cutting me.
„if it didnt feel good you wouldnt be this wet.“ his eyes were emotionless, he was clearly on some sort of drug, as i saw him do it.
„god babygirl, you had such whore potential, if only you didnt wanna leave.“
he said, referencing a few minutes ago, where the moment i entered his house, he started kissing me, i gave in to the kisses but said no to sex. his kisses felt good for a second, before his hand moved to my skirt and i said that i cant and had to leave.
„you have to expect that to happen, you are worth nothing. absolutely NOTHING. only just a cunt to fuck.“
he pushed me on the bed and threw my panties to the side completely, his fingers loged so deeply in my throat that i would gag.
„i want you to gag on my cock so bad, but im nice to you.“ he smiles, kissing my nose.
he turned me around and spoke „get on all fours, i dont want to see you cry anymore.“ i protest and sit up, before he pushed me down again.
„nu-uhuh.“ his tongue clicked.
„baby… come on.“ he whispered.
i cry out again and again, begging for him to NOT rip me apart.
„okay, i promise.“ he spoke in a soft tone, this was oddly reassuring. even if i was raped it didnt hurt as mu-
he didnt even bother to turn me around now, and aligned himself with my entrance. before saying anything his cock slammed so deep and hard into me that i only could scream, him quickly shutting me up with a blanket in my mouth which he held there.
„fuck baby, you‘re so fucking tight, god.“ he spoke through gritted teeth, raping my cunt as tears wont stop streaming, it hurt so bad.
it stung, his dick was so thick… and long i felt it hit my cervix and when i looked down, i looked at the bulge in my tummy.
„you… argh~ fuck, so good.“ he couldnt even say a coherent sentence, screaming into his hand that held the blanket there.
his cock felt so warm, the sensation was new… but it hurt… more physiologically than physically.
i started to give in now, loosening up a bit, knowing it would hurt less.
„now you‘re a good slut, you take my cock so well.“ he says as he takes me by my hair to face me.
„i wish i could hear your moans and curses, but all you do is cry.“ he says as he kept slamming himself into me.
i shake my head, pulling out the blanket before i speak.
„k-kai… let me speak.“ he kept pushing deeper.
he takes out the towel completely.
„cumming?“ he jumps to the conclusion quickly. i shake my head.
„kai… it hurts so much!“ i cry out again before he slows down.
„i‘ll be nice.“ he says before his fingers touch my clit again, making me gasp.
he goes slower, hitting my sweetspot now too, making me moan loudly, giving into the sensation.. i tried to pretend he wasnt raping me.
„it feels so good.“ i say, trying to satisfy him, maybe he would stop.
„i told you baby, hm? sex is sooo fucking nice.“ he says before he whispers into my ear again.
„are you gonna cum? tell me when you are close. i want you to cum in my mouth.“ this made me feel sick, i didnt want his mouth on me, especially not on my womanhood.
i had hoped he was done, but he wasnt.
„im gonna fuck your pretty mouth too, you‘ll like that right?“ i dont say anything and keep moaning, him hitting my cervix again.
i didnt want it. i wanted it to end. so bad.
„p-please stop.“ i cry out again and again.
„no… you‘re just starting to make me like you.“ he kisses me, his tongue deep into my mouth and i let out a hum.
„i didnt want to rape you, but you made it soooo easy.“ his words hurt, he was traumatizing me even more.
„k-kai… why are you doing this?“ i look him right into his eyes, for the first time that day.
„dont… look at me.“ he turns my head away.
„i dont want you to look at me.“ he says as he slaps me again, just hurting me even more.
„im fucking you cuz i want to, bitch.“ he goes even harder now, i was probably bleeding too now and as he got even more rough now, my eyes seemed to upset him.
„you‘re on birthcontrol, right?“ he speaks through his teeth as he seemingly was close
„n-no, please… kai dont, just use my mouth!“ i beg as i look into his eyes again, trying to awaken the guy thats inside of his shell.
„and now we are begging, i told you you wanted it.“ yea. sure wanted it. definitely not trying to avoid pregnancy.
he pulls out of me with a hiss, my heat was hurting, swollen and just pulsating.
his hands rest on it and he looks at me, i felt sore.
„my dick is coated with your fucking juice, clean it up like a good little girl.“ he said as he ripped open my mouth, his tip resting on my lips.
„you have such a pretty mouth, put it to good use.“
he pushes his cock deep inside, my tongue gliding against it.
„mhhm, thats what i meant baby.“ he bucks his hips in my mouth as he holds me by my hair, i kept gagging.
„too big, huh?“ no, too rough.
tears were streaming down my face, and my eyes roll back.
„my fucked out slut.“ he speaks inbetween animalistic grunts.
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this is my first post, so again… pls dont be mean.
