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Wanderlust. Don't you sometimes just feel this intense need to get away, to explore, to go somewhere you've never been before? The feeling fills me with want so so often.

It's been on repeat for a while now. 

I used to dream about this when I was a kid. I wanted to be a mermaid, and whenever I'd lay in bed, I'd picture the house filling up with water and how I'd use the space in a whole new way.

I used to bake so much, and I loved it. Then I just stopped. Why did I ever stop doing something that I enjoyed? I need to unpack my mixing bowls and sprinkles again, and make magic happen.

I've lost count how many times I've watched Gilmore Girls. And yes, all of the 7 seasons. Over and over and over again. It's sort of eerie how often there's something going on in my life, and I can find answers from Stars Hollow. Even my derby name is inspired by it. Blessed be.

I don't think everything would fit in such a small envelope.

Damn.

Keep telling yourself that.

you fit me better than my favourite sweater

I wish I knew who wrote this, because it feels like I'd get along with them. Except sometimes, crying makes me feel better. But just sometimes.

"one day the world will be ready for you / and wonder how they didn't see"

There is something magical, nostalgic and romantic, yet bittersweet, about rooftops. I could watch them forever, but at the same time, they make me melancholic.

Sometimes I just want to hide from the world and be small again.

Ah, ain't it the truth... oh the years of red hair dye. Oh Ariel.

I don't want flowers, I want balloons.

It's so hard to believe at the time, but eventually, things really do get better.

a little lost