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ever since I decided to download tumblr the other day, I’ve been completely obsessed with it. the last time I used it, I was 14… back then, I spent all my time obsessing over making my blog look perfect. now my old obsession is back! I’ve spent the entire day customizing my theme and trying to make it cuter., so this whole experience feels ridiculously nostalgic, lol.I can’t remember my old tumblr url, but I’m dying to know what music I had on there and what my blog looked like. =( thankfully, I have a brand new one now, and tweaking every little detail is so satisfying. everything just feels so therapeutic. It feels like I’m 14 again. Another thing I still do: I play club penguin sometimes.. :v Every time I log in, I feel like I’m 9 years old again, and life is just simple. I’m literally just a penguin =D

I’ve never liked snow since I was a kid. I know It's great for nature, but honestly, it just feels cold and suffocating. I feel stuck at home. also, walking’s a struggle, my works gets messed up, cars don’t even work right, and thinking about people out in the cold just stresses me out. I’m not impressed by how it looks either. I’ve never been the type to get hyped when it snows or want to go outside and play. I can usually romanticize life, but not being able to share in the joy of something everyone else loves and contribute to collective joy feels kinda weird =|

Hello! I would just love to make a portrait or your darling cat Bimba! Would you mind if I paint her picture and show it to you? Sorry if this is weird. I’m a shy person.