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give that to me! where did you find this?!

do you drink coffee or tea?

sorry– am i crazy, or have we met before?

do you trust me enough to close your eyes?

when were you planning on telling me?

at the risk of being a cliché, do you want to get out of here?

can i convince you to stay the night?

do i look like someone who knows what that means?

would you consider giving me a second chance?

do you really think that's helpful right now?

would you mind showing me around?

do you ever plan on forgiving yourself?

are you thinking what i'm thinking?

can we ... go out and do something crazy?

why are we whispering?

who exactly are you, anyways?

can't we just be civil for a minute?

does the past ever keep you up at night?

if you have nothing to hide, what's the problem?

how long has it been since i saw you last, [ name ]?

did the power just go out?

are we still doing the thing where we pretend not to care?

how should we celebrate?

can we just ... start over?

why is this so important to you?

how was i supposed to know that?!

do you want me to stay? it doesn't have to mean anything.

where are you? nobody's heard from you.

can you help me zip this up?

why do these things always happen to me?

you don't secretly hate me, right?

can i get you something to eat? –or drink?

ready to see what i've been working on?

where have you been disappearing off to?

what's that perfume you're wearing?

you're laughing?! do you really think this is funny?

are you planning to stay for dinner?

did you think it was going to be easy?

you see where you went wrong, don't you?

when did we become so cold and distant?

who are you working for?

did you really do all of this for me?

can i open my eyes yet?

haven't you heard the stories?

[ name ], what are you doing here?

what's it gonna take for you to trust me?

do you believe people can change?

how about we catch the ten o'clock showing?

don't you remember what happened last time?

why is it so unbelievable that i'd want to help you?

you're [ name ], aren't you?

who did this to you?!

how did you know i'd be here?

what's that supposed to mean?

do you think i'm irredeemable?

what kind of mess have you gotten us into?!

do you see anything you like?

what do i owe you for the food?

why won't this stupid thing work?!

does tonight really have to end?

holy shit. can you believe we really pulled that off?!

i can tell you're upset, [ name ]. what happened?

how long have you been standing there?

do you ever wish you could just ... run away?

haven't we been here before?

wait, shush ... did you hear that?

did i miss today's newsletter or something?

can we put our differences aside for a second?

what are you getting out of this, exactly?

you'd tell me if something was wrong, right?

are you willing to bet on it?

would you kill for me?

what made you think that was okay?!

do you believe people can change?

what's the worst thing you've ever done?

you were going to leave without saying goodbye?

[ name ], can you sit up for me?

can i kiss you?

where are your keys? you're not driving like this.

how's life been treating you?

where have you been?!

aren't we supposed to be alone tonight?

aw, has someone had a little too much to drink?

where are you going with this?

are we really doing this right now?

have you eaten today?

can i crash here for the night?

how did you learn to lie so well?

can i at least buy you a drink?

where should i meet you?

is that  ...  blood?!

are you trying to make me jealous right now?

what’s your problem? you're acting weird.

[ name ], you're ... real, right?

where’s your sense of adventure?

do you like horror movies?

what are you trying to prove?

can you give me a ride?

do you have any idea what you've done?

shouldn't you answer that?

why should i be the one to calm down?

have you been up all night?

why are you lying to me?

is that my [ jacket / hoodie / shirt ]?

what are you so afraid of?

do you want to grow old with me?

you’re gonna walk away from this?

are you nervous? your hands are shaking.

where am i supposed to go?

how many fingers am i holding up?

you want me to just walk away from this?

[ name ], slow down– what's wrong?!

are you embarrassed of me?

what's that smell? something's burning.

how can i make it up to you?

why can't you stay out of it?

is this some kind of trick?

come on, what do you have to lose?

do you ever still think of me?

idiot. why didn't you tell me?!

can we stop and think about this rationally?

how long has it been since you’ve slept?

what's your ideal first date?

are you ready to tell me the truth?

i almost died, and you're laughing?

what do you mean, "sort of"?

can we just stay like this forever?

when can i see you again?

can we put this behind us?

oh ... you thought of me first?

where did you learn to do that?

oh my god,  are you bleeding?!

where are you?  nobody’s heard from you.

[ name ], are you drunk?

how can i make this go away?

someone's jumpy today. are you feeling okay?

are we safe here?

what can i do to convince you?

what could possibly go wrong?

you have no idea who i am, do you?

how do you really feel about me?

why can't you look me in the eyes?

did you know you talk in your sleep?

were you following me?

can we just pretend this never happened?

are you just barely getting home?

are you even listening to me right now?!

where does it hurt?  can you show me?

are you trying to get yourself killed?!

how about we just forget the world exists?

how long have you been keeping this from me?

were you ever going to tell me?

what do you make of this?

[ name ],  what the hell?!

can we just be honest with each other, here?

are you trying to keep me a secret?

why does your story keep changing?

how long have you known?

it can't be that bad, right?

are you happy? i mean, really happy?

isn't this place amazing?

did i interrupt something?

how am i supposed to trust you?

are they still following us?

are you fucking serious?

do you remember our first kiss?

can we take a break for a minute?

how about we disappear for awhile?

you're going to walk away from this?

can you please just cut the crap?!

why didn't you tell me you were hurt?

how can i make this go away?

can you just look at me, please?

is there anything i can do to change your mind?

do you ever stop talking?

that depends. are you done lying to me?

are you sure this is legal?

how do you take your coffee?

can you keep your voice down?

-`♡´-  about  shipping  !  …  this  blog  &  portrayal  of  thanos  is  single  ship  with  josephs  nam-gyu  over  at  124player  .  we  have  been  plotting  and  developing  these  two  for  almost  a  year  now  ,  and  i  cant  see  thanos  with  anyone  else  .  he  can  and  will  mention  nam-gyu  in  threads  ,  and  when  he  does  :  its  always  josephs  nam  hes  referring  to  . 

.⋆···  locations  that  you  can  find  thanos  in  :  club  pentagon  (  most  nights  ,  either  in  a  VIP  booth  he  pays  with  some  of  his  rest  money  ,  the  bar  ,  or  the  back  office  )  .  convenience  store  close  to  his  apartment  (  where  he  usually  buys  food  ,  he  cant  cook  ,  so  he  relies  on  ramen  )  .  his  apartment  (  in  a  relatively  fancy  building  ,  large  apartment  that  he  bought  when  he  still  was  a  famous  rapper  )  .  the  street  in  front  of  club  pentagon  (  usually  smoking  ,  either  a  sickly  sweet  vape  or  cigarettes  )

♱  thanos  is  a  boyfailure  .  he  used  to  be  relatively  famous  ,  but  he  spent  the  money  as  fast  as  he  got  it  .  a  fancy  apartment  ,  drugs  ,  alcohol  …  you  name  it  ,  he  bought  it  .  slipping  into  addiction  quickly  ,  trying  to  drown  out  the  self  doubt  that  always  lingered  within  him  .  he  grew  up  in  an  abusive  household  ,  with  a  father  that  preferred  to  drink  and  hit  his  children  than  to  actually  spend  time  with  them  like  a  good  father  should  . 

♱  after  his  failure  on  stage  ,  thanos  fell  off  .  not  really  getting  jobs  anymore  ,  being  fired  from  his  entertainment  ,  leaving  him  hanging  in  the  air  like  hes  never  mattered  anything  . this  failure  only  making  him  even  more  addicted  to  happiness  that  pills  and  weed  give  him  .  spending  more  and  more  time  in  the  club  ...  thats  where  you  can  usually  find  him  ,  trying  to  drink  in  every  bit  of  attention  he  gets  from  people  who  still  like  his  music  and  consider  him  a  star  ,  still  .

♱  he  doesnt  act  his  age  ,  thanos  is  a  man  in  his  mid  thirties  ,  but  acts  (  pretends  )  like  he  isnt  .  he  tries  to  be  cool  ,  and  often  fails  at  that  ,  too  .  he  will  say  things  that  are  considered  "cringe"  and  act  like  hes  in  his  mid  twenties  more  than  anything  else  .

♱  he  has  tried  to  kill  himself  more  than  once  .  the  last  attempt  was  him  wanting  to  jump  off  of  a  bridge  ,  one  last  attempt  ...  but  that  failed  as  well  ,  when  passerbys  called  the  police  &  they  stopped  him  from  committing  to  the  act  .

boys taste like drugs.