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âRamsey.â She repeats his name as if she had said it a thousand times before, like someone she had known long before this. Yet, she didnât recognize his face. She certainly would have remembered hauling him down to the station, or a folder with his name crossing her desk before. If sheâd ever been a religious person, Naveen might have believed they had known each other in a previous life. Or maybe she was going insane as she feared she would one day. The manâs sudden appearance had shaken her to the core more than the young cop liked.
It was clear she wasnât the only one. The streets were always crowded, people weaving in and out of each other in one of the biggest and busiest cities. If he was truly as she was now, it was only a matter of time, and when someone passes through his form, in a way she feels it too; as it had been for her so many times before.
Youâll get used to it.
As scary as it was to nearly admit aloud, she had been gone long enough that she felt almost nothing. It was terrifying at first, but nowâŚnow it felt like nothing more than a tickle. It felt like sheâd given up, accepted what this was, that sheâd never see the people she loved again. But why was he here, why now? For all she knew, they could have been two completely opposite people. She wanted to know why, but before the words could pass through her lips, he was gone, along with the sliver of hope she had.
Itâs an hour or so later, and sheâs nearly to the hospital when the man reappears. She senses it, despite the initial silence. Part of her didnât want it to be real. If he wasnât there, she would continue on, giving up. It was easier that way. âIâm no one. JustâŚanother person.â She doesnât say that sheâs an officer, because she isnât. Not anymore really. Her place should have been among the living, giving her all for an ungrateful city to be protected. âIâm Naveen.â
As soon as she speaks, heâs gone again, only to come back and disappear before it finally all stops. Sheâs more confused than before, but itâs apparent that he doesnât want to be there. Neither of them do. âIâm sorry. I didnât ask for, whatever this is either.â He didnât want to be stuck with her, and she wanted to go back to her own life. There was no one else but them; he was the first person sheâs âseenâ since her last day when she was taken down. âI think itâs obvious thereâs no way of going separate ways. JustâŚplease, waitâŚ.â
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Weeks passed, and they were no closer to figuring anything out than when they first met. It had taken Naveen long enough to convince the man to stop trying to leave, and simply listen to her. And every time one of them tried, they were brought back together, no matter how much they argued. They were all each other had in the moment. Anywhere one went, the other was forced to follow. She wouldnât admit it, but with each passing day, she felt a little better that she wasnât alone.
âI just want to try something, one more time. I know her better than anyone, I know she can feel me. We just have to try.â Thatâs all sheâd been saying for the last few weeks. We have to try. Naveen thought she had let it go. But now, as she hurried down the sidewalk towards Aliceâs shop, she felt confident that her closest friend would sense something this time. It had been months since the accident, but she knew they wouldnât let her go that soon. âSheâs the smartest person I know. Iâm sure you think Iâm crazy, but I need to see her. She can help us.â
It would have helped if he had been willing to tell her anything. Day after day passed and still she knew hardly anything about Ramsey, other than the fact that he had a family to get back to, just like her. Perhaps anything else was too painful to talk about, or perhaps she talked too much. She wanted to pry, to know more. Maybe he would open up, in time. After all, time was all they had until they found a way back.
The shop was on the east side of Boston. A quaint little apartment building, hard to miss and filled with weird treasures, as she called them, from all over. Naveen expected it to be the same, with dust still covering the shelves and books scattered around. She came to a stop on the steps when they arrived, peering in to notice that her friend wasnât alone. It was the same dark haired Irishman that stopped by from time to time. Their laughter tugged at her heart, eventually bringing a sad smile to her face. âHeâs been here before, quite a few times actually. And sheâs happy, Iâve never seen her this happy.â It didnât bother her that the small woman in her shop was finally happy. It was all the blonde had ever wanted for her friend.
âWe should go. Iâm sure there must be someone youâre wanting to check in on, hm?â She couldnât stop the curiosity from talking over, if only to mask the sadness she felt taking hold again. âOr you could tell me what happened to you. How you ended up like this. Surely thereâs something you can tell me by now? Unless you still donât trust me.â
Ramsey wasnât the most patient man in the world. He canât count how many times he took Tessa to the doctorâs office, only to grow infuriated waiting any longer than ten minutes. He was a man of action after all, and the thought of staying in one place longer than he felt necessary drove him near mad. Now he was stuck here, in this strange other place, with a stranger who liked to ask questions. He didnât blame her for being curious. God knows how long they would be stuck here, with only each other to talk to ( he couldnât even leave her side, a theory he tested relentlessly ). And while Ramsey was all for putting up a fight, he had no intention of arguing with her about her suggestion.
He didnât think anyone could help them in the current state they were in. Whether they were dead or not, he wasnât entirely sure, but he did know that the way he got here wasnât kind on him. âLetâs get this over with then, shall we?â He follows her quietly, biting his tongue on all the things heâd like to say. The house they arrived at was unfamiliar, but there was something about it that stroke a chord in him. It only got stronger once they were inside. The cabinets were all sorts of colors, old wood heâs surprised hasnât rotted yet. The fridge looked to be some ancient relic from years past. Everything about the apartment was odd, and he had a feeling he knew just who Naveen was talking about.
âYaâ gotta be kiddinâ me...â
He wouldâve turned right back around, but the laughter that erupted from the living room stopped him. âYaâ thought she could help us, now yaâ want tâ leave?â He shakes his head, frustration evident in the creases of his eyes. He storms past her, through the old wooden archway and into the dusty opening. Ronan is sitting there, his solemn eyes filled with rare mirth at something Alice had said, the crazy woman Ramsey hadnât thought of as important until now. He moves close, watches Alice roughing up his brotherâs hair until it stuck up in such odd places and he could do nothing else but smile. There was happiness there, but he knew his brother well enough to see the sadness that lingered. âRonan!â
He waves his hands in front of his eyes, but thereâs no recognition. There isnât even a sign he feels him at all. âWell,â he starts, aggravation building like fire, âsheâs here! Yaâ thought she could help, so letâs see what yaâ think she can do.â





















