I wonder if I was ever loved it's hard to tell

It's an awesome feeling coming home just to not be loved by anything or anyone. Everything that did is dead or gone maybe I should be too

I just wish I was dead

Bye.....

Marijuana loves me!

Oh my gooooood I am so high

It's amazing how one day you mean the world to me and then the next I have no respect for you.

You know it's finally over when you're not even mad you just don't care.....

It kind of feels good to be single.

I was still hoping to see you waiting by my locker at 8:30

I love how I'm literally at a fundraiser supporting you. Got up early for you while I was sick. Didn't go to Salem with misty because there wasn't room for you. You figuratively are the one doing the spitting on calling me up and yelling at me as I'm "cheering you on". So what do you want you liar. I was doing just what you said you wanted and then you started yelling at me and treating me like shit. But I'm going to take to social media to complain about how you don't support me at all etc. you know I wasn't literally wasting my weekend for you it's not like I'm going on this choral trip. You don't appreciate me one bit and I deserve better than you. I'm sitting here helping you while practically half dead, but no I'm still not considered to support you for whatever reason. Well a person can only try so hard. A big fuck you to you don't talk to me for real .

All the blood

I should probably take the regular cutting as a sign.

And in a few minutes I'll just be a bad memory.

If this is my last post ever. I love you.

My insides hurt