Mads🖤

You can call me Mads or Madeline

I do not want minors on my page, zero tolerance, you will be blocked

I enjoy both male and female heartbeats in general, but I’d like to mention I am a lesbian so anything from a man that’s in more of a romantic sense isn’t appealing to me

My messages are open for anyone who would like to chat a bit, I’d like to not be sent any links that direct me outside of here, I will not open them

However, I will not communicate on any other platforms (Skype, Discord, etc) I’m keeping everything on Tumblr only. I also don’t do live videos or anything like that.

I’m okay with requests if there are any, but I do not guarantee anything

Heartbeat with pushes. Celebrating 2 years of my Tumblr haha:)

The pushes didn't give me many big reactions but the final push did make my heart skip pretty hard. I was a bit shocked and decided to leave it there hahaha

I never thought I'd get as much attention as I have when I initially started posting on here, I appreciate everyone who has supported me.

I hope this content is a refreshing break from all of the garbage ai that the community has unfortunately become infested with.

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I'm still alive lol. I have a simple push file, got one good skip at the end.

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New file:)

Opportunity came to me on Friday when I took a nap after work because I was exhausted and cold, bundled myself in a hoodie and 6 blankets then pretty much cooked myself alive, woke up overheated and disoriented.

Hm, another little rough sketch. I’m practicing, be nice lol. If anyone has tips to improve pls lmk<3 I can take criticism lol

One thing I know I effed up on is the medical accuracy, don’t ask me to draw an accurate ecg, just pretend it’s right:>

Well I made a post about not wanting to be here and already I’m back lol. Some of the responses I received resonated with me a bit.

I also found that deliberately trying to avoid the cardiophile stuff just put it in my mind even more, so it had me in a bit of a hold today.

The past few days I’ve been trying to actually get into digital art, which is a big change for me. I’ve only been doing sketches to get a feel of it, but I’d like to learn how to render this stuff soon. I kinda liked this one so I’m sharing it here.

I put the heart on a different layer and included a pic of it visible and another without it since I didn’t know which version I like better lol. I was trying to get that feeling of stething yourself for the first time hahah.

Clearly I haven’t been uploading nearly as much due to my priorities in life, but I never wanted to officially commit to any absence. I’m currently thinking that this might be it. I’m not taking anything posts or accounts down. I might sporadically post if I’m in the mood, but currently I just don’t really want to be here.

I’d say I’ve pretty much been on a “break” already, this is just me actually acknowledging it.

Generative ai has ruined this community for me and I don’t really care how dramatic that sounds. It is annoying af for you people to generate the ugliest images I’ve seen in my whole life and with such rapid succession it just congests everything. It’s stale as fuck. Blocking accounts doesn’t feel like enough anymore. It’s repetitive (and I think devout ai users are losers, please integrate yourself into society)

I’ve gone from annoyed to disturbed today when seeing AI videos of people (women, always) in NSFW situations. Some of the content of it feels non-con and this is where it’s getting to me. Too much, feels too real. The worst thing about ai is that it doesn’t tell you no.

It’s not only the generative ai that is making me wanna leave, but it is a big factor. I see it all the time every single day and I’d like to cut out places where it’s rampant, which would include here.

I’m not giving out alternate ways to contact me. I’ll come back. I have plans for things I’d like to post, hopefully I’ll be able to figure all that out when I come back. I just think I need some sort of extended time completely away from this app

Ok this is like.. a big pleasure file. I'm a bit embarrassed to post this one but lemme know what you guys think. I got really carried away with my volume

Sick heart:<

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Forgot to post this last night. It's a pleasure file because I didn't know what else to do. Really I recorded this last Sunday I think, close to my last day of school, so I'll justify this by calling it a bit of stress relief from finals. Anyways..

To paint the scene of this, it was hot as hell outside, so my room was really hot and I was under a layer of 5 or 6 blankets doing this lol, and of course I covered my face with a hoodie for good measure. This + lasting over 5 mins was a bit ridiculous and I think a decent file came from it

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