fatahillahardhi

you always keep thinking how to be happy //

you didn't realize it’s makes you more miserable //

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real lasting happiness is bullshit //

no one’s happy all the time //

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you need focus on small things //

and sometimes you need to take responsibility for your own happiness //

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it takes a long time to realize how truly miserable you are //

and even longer to see it doesn’t have to be that way //

terima kasih telah hadir dan menghampiri //

terima kasih untuk setiap waktu dan memori  //

terima kasih selalu mengingatkanku bahwa dunia adalah tempat yang sangat kejam //

terima kasih telah membuatku bisa untuk berjuang hingga sampai saat ini //

one day, everyone will leave //

it’s sucks when you realize you’re sad //

you realize, you need to be better, but you can’t // 

you keep doing shitty things and feel bad about yourself, like that makes it okay //

but the truth, you are all the things that are wrong with //

it’s not the times or the places or any of the shitty things that happened //