J9

Don't wait until you've reached your goal to be proud of yourself. Be proud of every step you take toward reaching that goal.

Everytime I walk the streets, everytime I go, everytime I ride my way to the crowded places of the city—this constant feeling of being rejected, the anxiety filling my lungs, the depression I’m feeling everytime I see the city lights and the skyscrapers. The feeling that I just wanna scream on top of the mountain, rather on top of the highest building that’s standing in this city. Everything is so loud, yet it’s so silent. All I can hear my my rapid heartbeat waiting for my very step to come up the idea that only I can do— to end this demons from making their way to ruin my head, my heart, and my soul. I’d like to think I’m strong enough. I’d like to think I don’t need help. I’d like to think I can still manage myself and stop myself from falling in this pit hole of dust and dirt and disgust. That feeling that you want to just burst down crying and scream you lungs out, shout every single feeling that you want to unfeel. A sudden breakdown. I just want for everything to turn out just fine. That I could still get it. I wanna understand every single thing that is happening in my life that I still don’t get. Why am I in this position? Why does people hate me? Why am I still not used to this? Why am I still trying to be okay. I’m on the brink, the edge, the point of no return.

//Silence is my friend//

🌚Oceans so deep and words so shallow🌝

🌚Oceans so deep and words so shallow🌝

Be confident with who you are and if you find you are in the company of those who cannot see how great you are, don’t be afraid to cut them off, okay?

You are worth it :))

Cheryl Strayed (via purplebuddhaquotes)