dumber than u

i wish i never went thru my pretentious art phase BECAUSE i genuinely had a much more like authentic sense of beauty before now. like i literally trained myself to find more things beautiful which is good in some ways but i just want things that are pretty for the sake of being pretty sometimes you know

i love seeing christine sydelko and chris klemens happy like they truly deserve it they’re such good ppl

but honestly for as long as i’ve lived and known what a hypocrite was— i literally remember learning that word— i’ve hates hypocrites and i’ve always loved objective detached logic (prob bc my family is divided af). so i try so hard to be unbiased. lately i’ve been feeling self doubt and it’s made me confused which frustrates me. i like to be a clear and, like, pure thinker.

the worst thing i ever did to my aquarius mercury was to start to use the expression “i feel”, or in fact, feel anything. that was very dumb of me.