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( # 118FLED ) a mutuals only , mainly headcanon based ,ย semi- selective blog , low activity blog for edmundo diazย from abc's 911 .ย minors and personals dni. anti r.yan m.urphy

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still here, still around - ended up moving so maybe a couple of weeks I can get sorted and start writing :D
EDDIE DIAZ - FOREHEAD KISSES
@blurryhrt ( for @thechimneyhan ) hearted for a starter
" how's maddie ?" TAKE AWAY FOOD , probably now cold , held tightly in eddie's hand. he hadn't known how to react , the 118 had felt like family to him since he had joined , and any kind of danger to them , any type of harm. eddie had done the only thing he could think of ; get food.
what good would the food do now , stood in the hospital , too many things to do for himself before he moved , before he left. but this is where he belonged. right now , this is where he was needed. in the morning he could rush pack ; in the morning he could panic over seeing chris again.
but right now ; he knows he needs to be here. " here , you and buck need to eat ." he had heard the injuries maddie had gone through , is the food insensitive ? either way ; he still knows his friends need to eat.
@pcrfidia hearted for a starter ( for buck )
FINGERS CURL AROUND THE KITCHEN COUNTER - his , or buck's now ? theirs ? that doesn't feel right , but truthfully ; none of it feels right. nothing is right ; and currently eddie is living with the belief that once he's back with chris , something will make sense. it will feel right again.
" so , uh , " he's never felt this awkward around his best friend , not like there's something so unsaid ; between them. something eddie should know , but can't seem to pinpoint it. " I think everything is ready to go , it's yours. "
would it be weird to ask his best friend is there's anything he wants left ? should he pack up alone ? take everything ? do they do it together , discuss what will get left ?

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LATE NIGHT PHONE CALL PROMPTS.
things that can be said during a late night call. some lighthearted , some more serious. a prompt for every occasion! trigger warning for cursing. change pronouns when necessary.
โ I hope I didn't wake you. โ
โ Hello ? Can you hear me ? โ
โ It's late, I know, I just wanted to get this off my chest. โ
โ I'm really fucking tired of this. โ
โ Is this a bad time ? I can call back later. โ
โ Please, I just need you to be honest with me. โ
โ C'mon, I won't tell anyone. โ
โ .. No, I'm pretty sure that's not how that works. โ
โ I'll be right there. โ
โ No, it's okay. You didn't wake me. โ
โ Can this wait ? I haven't gotten any sleep. โ
โ Bullshit. I know you better than that. โ
โ What do you mean by that, exactly ? โ
โ Can you speak up ? I can hardly hear you. โ
โ You sound exhausted. โ
โ This sounds like something you might regret telling me tomorrow. โ
โ I'm not tired. โ
โ I think you may be overthinking this just a little bit. โ
โ There's nothing to worry about ! โ
โ Can I come over ? I just really don't want to be alone right now. โ
โ Promise me you won't tell a single soul what I'm about to say. โ
โ Shit. My phone's about to die. โ
โ You know that I miss you, right ? โ
โ Go fuck yourself. โ
โ You've got to listen to me. โ
โ This can't wait. It's important. โ
โ I don't think I follow. โ
โ Man, you're not making any sense. โ
โ Are you even listening to me ? โ
โ Dude.. I never even thought of it that way before. โ
โ Look outside right now. Right now !! โ
โ Hm. I don't like the sound of that. โ
โ Just trust me ! โ
โ I know I don't say it enough, but I love you. โ
โ You're really starting to worry me. โ
โ He's nothing ! โ
โ I don't think this is working out. โ
โ Be serious. โ
โ That's not funny. โ
โ I'm not joking ! โ
@etxrnaleclipseย asked: "i had it under control. you didnโt need to do that." (from Buck!)
BREATH STILL COMING OUT BROKEN , the smell of smoke would no doubt linger and cling to eddie's loose strands of hair ( the only issue he now had with growing his hair out ) but as he looked to buck ; his WORK PARTNER ; something protective flared inside him, flashing in his eyes in a way , only buck , could bring out.
" under control ? what was under control ? " maybe it was over exaggerated the way he breathed out , loudly. or the exaggerated gesture to the burnt building behind them. " you were IN THERE "
@starrycrownย asked: โ iโd say we make a pretty good team. โ
EDDIE IS INSTANTLY NODDING ; he can't help it .. of course he agree's. other than his best friend ; thinya was truly the person eddie worked better with. and not just inside work , outside too. they worked ; possibly something he should later question , maybe bring up at therapy. ' why do I prefer my best friends over past partners '
" haven't we always " easily grinning
@buckw1ldย asked: are you taking care of yourself? ( definitely asking like bro isnโt spiraling six ways to tuesday himself )
"Me? " HE WANTS TO LAUGH, he wants to scream, but instead, Eddie's hand reaches the back of his neck awkwardly, rubs a little, and suddenly he's happy this is a phone call, not a video call like they had been planning. IS HE TAKING CARE OF HIMSELF ?
What a strange question , with so many underlying consequences for what could happen. ever since he left LA there had been a tightening in his gut , a building of dread and regret. but he could never voice that. especially not to buck. buck , his best friend. buck who could tell him to get chris and come home , and he just might.
if he had a home ...
" chris liked your protein cookies .." change the subject , that's what he does best ? right ?
@badnote hearted for a starter ( for bay )
EDDIE SHOULD BE BETTER AT THIS ; he's worked with the 118 for years now , found family .. and all that. and yet , reaching out , making the first line of communication , he's bad at it. maybe this is why he's always had buck around , loud enough and fills the room enough to instantly draw attention.
instead , eddie is left feeling like an awkward teenager. something he'd never thought he'd feel again.
" uh , " queue his awkward rub at the back of his neck , maybe he should be thankful chris has gone to stay with his parents for summer. to not see his fathers fail so drastically. " we're having some drinks after shift , did you want to come ?"
all of that; just for a simple sentence. he feels like chim and hen are around somewhere , ready to laugh at him.

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โand heโs straightโ
โHEH. okkkkkโ
?????????? HELLO???
Who the hell is that? It's Eddie Diaz. New recruit. Graduated top of his class just this week.
Ryan Guzman as Eddie Diaz - 9-1-1 (in//spo))
LATE NIGHT PHONE CALL PROMPTS.
things that can be said during a late night call. some lighthearted , some more serious. a prompt for every occasion! trigger warning for cursing. change pronouns when necessary.
โ I hope I didn't wake you. โ
โ Hello ? Can you hear me ? โ
โ It's late, I know, I just wanted to get this off my chest. โ
โ I'm really fucking tired of this. โ
โ Is this a bad time ? I can call back later. โ
โ Please, I just need you to be honest with me. โ
โ C'mon, I won't tell anyone. โ
โ .. No, I'm pretty sure that's not how that works. โ
โ I'll be right there. โ
โ No, it's okay. You didn't wake me. โ
โ Can this wait ? I haven't gotten any sleep. โ
โ Bullshit. I know you better than that. โ
โ What do you mean by that, exactly ? โ
โ Can you speak up ? I can hardly hear you. โ
โ You sound exhausted. โ
โ This sounds like something you might regret telling me tomorrow. โ
โ I'm not tired. โ
โ I think you may be overthinking this just a little bit. โ
โ There's nothing to worry about ! โ
โ Can I come over ? I just really don't want to be alone right now. โ
โ Promise me you won't tell a single soul what I'm about to say. โ
โ Shit. My phone's about to die. โ
โ You know that I miss you, right ? โ
โ Go fuck yourself. โ
โ You've got to listen to me. โ
โ This can't wait. It's important. โ
โ I don't think I follow. โ
โ Man, you're not making any sense. โ
โ Are you even listening to me ? โ
โ Dude.. I never even thought of it that way before. โ
โ Look outside right now. Right now !! โ
โ Hm. I don't like the sound of that. โ
โ Just trust me ! โ
โ I know I don't say it enough, but I love you. โ
โ You're really starting to worry me. โ
โ He's nothing ! โ
โ I don't think this is working out. โ
โ Be serious. โ
โ That's not funny. โ
โ I'm not joking ! โ
@buckw1ld hearted for a starter
SOMETHING FELT WRONG ; how could doing the right thing; what he was meant to do.. feel so wrong. with chris was where he belonged , there was no questioning that , eddie would never question that. and yet, the more he packed up ,the more of his life here that was boxed away. it felt wrong. like this growing ball of anxiety in his stomach ; nerves of seeing his son - sure he knew that was to be expected.
but to return back to the place he had all but run away from ? the thought was nauseating. maybe this was what it meant to be a father , to finally put his son first ; as he should've time and time again. finally ; to not fail him.
and when he looked at buck ; that feeling came back ten-fold. it was normal , to want to pack up your best friend and bring him with you ? a total platonic feeling. maybe a co-dependancy he should've brought up one time at therapy. " do you want to keep this ?" eddie asked , finally breaking the silence that had encased them. barely glancing at the framed picture ; the three of them.
@starrycrown hearted for a starter
" WE'RE HAVING DINNER TONIGHT ," it should've been a question , had his son been around, there was at least half a chance he would've reminded his dad to phrase it like a question. or be just as adamant as eddie had come across.
as he sat across from thinya ... not wanting to question too much how ..... peaceful the shift had been. ( he didn't believe in jinxes , but the desire to get home on time was calling ) " chris has found this new take away he wants to try , so by his orders, you're invited. "
... and , in thoughts hidden deep into the back of his mind , in places he'd never openly dig into. eddie knew having her there ; would lock away all his parental failures , ease the growing tension , the worries that he's sure his son see's him as a failure.

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@118nash hearted for a starter
EDDIE HAD NEVER CONSIDERED how high bobby would be on his list of 'people i should speak to about leaving.' it makes sense now , as he looks back on it all .. of course , bobby would be high up , not only was he his boss but had easily and so willingly welcomed him into a ready-made family. ( a one that , he knew was going to break his heart further when he had to leave them, )
for chris -- he would remind himself ; over and over. as if he needed a reminder. as if chris wasn't his ever waking thought. however bad walking away would hurt. he needed his son. ... and now that buck had spilled the beans. ( outed him , as eddie had accused ). he felt like he should clear the air. explain it properly. like he had been trying too.
" uh , capt, bobby, " he had never felt nervous with bobby. not like this, " do you think we could talk about , y'know. " still struggling to openly admit it.
( ooc )
im still here i promise.
gimme a couple days to recover from nightshift and im gonna get to writing