16h
nathan, I am sorry that you are having a hard time. I have been missing you. I feel awful that you have let me go. I don't understand, but all I have wanted is for you to feel peace in your spirit. if that means walking away from me, then, I suppose so be it. I love you. I have always loved you. I must say I truly did want to help and guide you. help you see love is out there and you deserve it. I pray you find that to be true.
well, anyway, maybe I'll see you in the next life.
with great sorrow,
courtney
