doll .ᐟ

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hello hello !!

꩜ you can call me doll :3 i use any / all pronouns!

꩜ i am 20 years old! id prefer if anyone who interacts with me is 16 or older. just don't be weird and we can be cool! im also auadhd! i appreciate tone tags, but im a big girl and can handle text without it.

꩜ i'm a college student! i'm pursuing a double major in science and fine arts, part time student worker, and active in college life and organizations so i am a busy, busy gal!

꩜ outside of school and working, i write, sew, watch tv, and play cozy switch games :3 if you ever want to be friends, ask! i never mind! im very quick to give out my discord as well if thats ever more convenient to anyone :3

꩜ along with outside of school, and me as a person, i am very chronically ill. i talk about this a lot! my mobility has been limited, and effects me quite a bit, so i talk about this quite a bit. i say this as a precaution.

꩜ a very typical dni ; no homophobia, transphobia, racism, etc. just be cool, and we can be cool :) if i feel the need to add more, i will.

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fandoms & interests ୨୧

꩜ SMOSH!! i fricking love smosh. i've been watching smosh since i was around 8 years old, they've been a huge comfort for me my entire life. i will always, always talk about and listen to anything smosh related. PLEASE!!

꩜ CLOOLESS AND FROGHOUSE!! i have been the biggest vanoss crew fan since i was a kid, right with smosh, and have branched off and now am a huge enjoyer of most of the individual channels, mostly sticking with callers and froghouse (smii7y, kryoz, blarg, puffer, droid, pezzy, etc.) please please interact with me if these are your silly guys.

꩜ the pitt! i love medical dramas and the pitt has been my most recent obsession. i will once again, always talk and listen to anything the pitt related.

꩜ heated rivalry! i love those gay hockey players. i am shane hollander if he was a lesbian!!

꩜ james marriott & willine!! another huge huge comfort for me, similar to smosh. an iconic duo. my beloved british men.

꩜ theatre! one of my majors is in theatre. i've been doing theatre (technical! no acting for this baby) since i was probably about 6 years old. im currently pursuing a future in stage management. i love broadway, off broadway, etc. starkid is a big interest of mine specifically:)

꩜ there's def so many more. just get me yapping and i'll find something to talk about, trust!

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my ao3 ୨୧

okay!! this is a big one for me, and the main reason why i, at my grown age, finally got a tumblr acc.

i write on ao3!

i, so far in my nearly year of writing, have only written rpf. i understand this isn't everyone's thing, and that's completely fine. i am not shipping real people, just the personas and personalities that they have shared with us online.

along with this, i need to make this very clear. i pretty much exclusively write smut. i know there is no true way to stop minors interacting with that area of my social life i share, especially since i, once again, mostly made this tumblr to share that area of my life.

all i ask, out of respect for me, is that if you are not 18+, to please not go to my ao3 or interact with those posts of mine. i will always make sure my ao3 updates have a disclaimer to make sure this crossover doesn't happen.

i hate sounding like the mean, scolding older sister of this corner of the internet, telling you to stay out of my diary, but truly it's just what i am most comfortable with and what i believe is best.

if you are under 18 and not comfortable with following me due to this, no worries! i will not get hurt either anyone blocking me due to their comfort.

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thanks for reading yall :) if you made it through this spill, you're awesome!

feel free to check out my ao3 linked below! i just uploaded a spommy fic :)

stay safe! stay warm! love you!

fourth of july i kissed way too many people including a weird lowkey situationship(who's lowkey ,,,, old as hell but it's okay) but not really and then watched him make out with someone else twice before he then came and gave me a forehead kiss of doom and despair before leaving

BUT at the cabin me and my coworker(who's only five years older!) became really close and while drinking we're always cuddling and now we've been talking all day since he brought me home and he calls me honey and a sweetheart

okay so if I were to write this I’d probably open (because I’m not writing all that buildup) on krii7y having been hooking up/fwb for months (or years, depending on how much angst or wtv) think like…heated rivalry, but without the whole rivalry aspect

kryoz gets fed up with not being certain of their relationship, and feeling like he’s being kept a secret. (Common trope, I know, I know) every time he brings it up to Smitty, Smitty deflects by coming onto kryoz or changing the subject. Whether because of internalized homophobia or he think he’s not ready or just some secret third option.

One year at PAX, kryoz finally corners Smitty into the conversation (after hooking up in smitty’s hotel room, because why not) and it turns into a fight because Smitty lashed out—he was feeling cornered. Kryoz tries to convince Smitty to at least tell their friends, but Smitty isnt having it. Eventually kryoz leaves in frustration and he avoids Smitty for the majority of the remainder of the trip.

Day before last, all their friends are at a casino, where Smitty has had more drinks than he probably should, considering what he’s dealing with emotionally. Kryoz is still avoiding him, but Smitty corners him (How the turns table) in the bathroom and they fight again.

Smitty inadvertently confesses all his emotional turmoil, and they kiss and make up (or something like that tbh I haven’t thought about this part too much)

Matt walks in on them in the bathroom because somehow Matt always ends up in these kinds of situations. When they exit the bathroom—hand in hand, Smitty loudly proclaims that he’s been hooking up with kryoz (who is half-mortified, but just goes with it) and everyone is like yeah we knew something was going on

Anyways I may elaborate further later because I haven’t really worked out the ending in my head yet (this whole thing was based off of keep it in the dark by capital soirée btw)

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fwb trope is literally my favorite trope ever i will drool and fawn over this forever and ever i dont care how overdone this is

matt always getting caught in these twos drama is also my favorite thing that we do in the frouse fandom bc like wdym mate just conveniently always shows up and worms his way in

blarg and smitty are childhood friends and blarg work as a tattoo artist. smitty wants to get a tattoo but is very nervous about needles and pain. blarg offers to give him one and since they know each other for a long time now and blarg is a professional. while blarg is giving smitty the tattoo, he realizes he has a thing for pain…

the smut part is up for your interpretation but smitty definitely would definitely be turned on by pain being inflicted on him. also for tattoo idea’s smitty would get, he definitely get like a small little frog on his calf, chrome star tattoo on his hand or collarbone or like a little smiley face on the arm :^)

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at the cabin but i've let my inbox get full and i wanna answer a few of these bc i miss interacting with you guys

i LOVE accidentally kink discovery like this where it's probably in the worst possible way and now imagining smitty groaning and complaining about that it hurts but not too bad and matt realizing that he also REALLY likes inflicting pain and he keeps talking smitty through it to help make it better ,,, PHEW !!!

so it’s a space au, think of the twos heavily bodies gameplay but adjacent to how they acted towards each other. smitty is captin of the ship and john is co-captin but doesn’t have as much control. i was also thinking about adding matt as a comedic third wheel where he’s on earth but contacts the two to make sure they are doing their task and are safe and sound. he can also sense the tension between the two (both anger and romantic) and tries to subtly tell the two that they might as well kiss.

john and smitty UTTERLY hate each others guts with such a passion. im talking they will PURPOSEFULLY kill each other while being on the ship, MULTIPLE TIMES. they fail each time and dont even try to report back because they always know one has just as much dirt on the other. smitty would definitely rage bait john a lot and watch him blow before being like “careful now, let’s remember im your captin here.” john would just plainly insult smitty and smitty would take too much offense cause he cannot see himself as an “dumbass idiot” in his words.

smitty doesn’t like john because he feels as though he’s too care-free and isn’t taking this job seriously but rather as something to get more publicity and money. in reality (for the most part) he’s upset at john being able to grow up with a daily normal life with normal friends and family (in my au, smitty grew up as the ‘honors kid’ so his parents would basically restricted him from the outside world for him to study and do assignments). john hates smitty because of his stoic yet cocky behavior and higher leader which often makes john think that smitty is being too controlling and doesn’t deserve the role but rather john should have it himself. in reality, john envy’s his ‘perfect life’ of being the smart kid in class, having so many friends and money (although john’s life was normal compared to smitty’s, he didn’t have many friends or just much in general in life for him. hence a reason why he decided to be an astronaut.)

maybe in a scene where john keeps ragebaiting him saying shit like “oh look at you getting so mad, i bet you wanna kiss me oh so bad!” and smitty in a fit of rage says “YEA! MAYBE I DO WANNA!” it’s silent for a moment before john questions what he just said but getting no response as smitty just silently leaves and ignores him. and john will NOT stop bugging him about it and smitty refuses to speak up about it. or just toxic yaoi 👀👀👀

or maybe for a brief moment they get along when they realize one of them is feeling homesick and they share the same exact way so the two just vent for a while about their life and that’s when they realize they don’t actually have the ‘picture perfect’ life they wished they had instead of this.

there’s probably more i can say but im too tired and i wanna go to bed. thank you SOOO MUCHH for liking my previous prompts i really do appreciate it :^) i’ll probably come back tomorrow to add on to this au cause i might actually write this

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🥬 you always leave me with gold and for that i will never be able to thank you enough for choosing to share your aus and ideas with me

i love this so much, as i always do with your ideas. i think this could both be hilarious and absolutely heartbreaking in the little moments with them and i think that's what makes it so good. thinking they're so different (which they are!) but coming to together and talking about the similarities between them to feel more human again is so 🤌

She doesn’t know the term Yaoi yet… but she said “as a straight woman, this is hot” so I think I can slowly introduce her properly with all my favorites out there

+ I’m deciding to finish the hockey flavored Krii7y fic first.. 👀👀

It’s not a toxic Krii7y, but it’s going to be fluff and MAYBE spice but I haven’t decided on that yet. I’ll be sure to post it to Ao3 whenever I do end up finishing it- hopefully before the end of this month if my work schedule allows it.

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A WIN IS A WIN BABY!! show her all that yaoi. one of us!

also i cannot WAIT for this hockey krii7y fic i literally have been thinking about how good it would be since watching heated rivalry when it first came out, or a milkshake and fries fic or just SOMETHING

I’ve read the book, but now I’m officially watching the series and all I could think of was “what if hot hockey yaoi.. but with the gang..”

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