"Where's Your F*cking Head At?"

a couple messages in and they already manage to break me

i’m sick of being alone but if people always hurt then alone is safer…

i’ve never felt so much immense guilt and regret.

i’ve been trying to adjust to life without her, but it isn’t the same at all.

i’m exhausted, i’m tired, i’m ready to go.

this grief is immeasurable… i’ve never felt this low.

i pretend to be fine for everyone but i’m not.

please, let me go. let me quit. i’m tired.

i don’t want to be here at all.

i gave up on so much.

i’m tired.

there’s nothing on this earth for me.

i only have barrowed time left.

i’m tired and more suicidal than ever

nobody knows because i’ve been happier around them

finally no more pain.

no more suffering.