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Christmas is coming and I’m glad summer is over bc fuck being in a bikini but there’s so much food, like everywhere and it’s so overwhelming

I’m back! No matter how hard I try to forget all this shit it creeps up on me like a snake and bites me at the worst time. It’s so shit

I feel like i get stuck, i eat like normally, and then fall back into ed when I’m at home, then stave and restrict, and then my metabolism goes to shit and if ⟟ even eat the tiniest bit i gain SO much. And i feel like i can’t eat at all. And it’s just a endless circle and it’s exhausting

Guys so idk if this is because of weight loss but when i was bigger i never had it but when i sit down it feels like something is digging into my stomach? Idk it’s weird

My first world problem atm is wanting to be skinny but also being a stoner and eating everything in sight when I’m high 😟😣🙁