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@0it-is-me0
sick of seeing hate thrown towards βbaby gays.β let them wear rainbows. let them wear their pride flags like capes. let them make jokes about their identity and talk about it all the time. let them wear tails and puppy ears. let them do what is constantly deemed as βcringe.β let them be excited about finally being able to express their true selves. they deserve it. we all deserve it.
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This is so random but if youβre a trans man and youβre alive I love you. Thank you for living.
can we stop pretending like itβs so super easy for trans men to pass. βoh just put on a baggy shirt and cut your hair-β it literally doesnβt work like that and I refuse to believe you actually think itβs that easy
I gave myself permission to get rid of things that make me dysphoric. I donated some of the clothes. I still have a lot. Most of them are more than 10 years old. A bunch of them are gifts, that I never liked.
I still feel guilty about those things, but I know that I need to get rid of them. My mental health will benefit from it. So I took a big plastic container and just threw everything into it that I didn't like. Now I will hide it in the depest corner of my closet and donate it afterwards.
I started therapy. I hope it helps, but I don't know if I can trust my therapist, so I'm still closed off.
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iβm not sure if this is helpful at all or not but. just an aside as someone who transitioned as a kid and knew a handful of other trans kids. there is literally no age in which people donβt think they should have transitioned earlier. you meet six year old trans girls who think they would be more trans if they transitioned at five. you meet trans kids who doubt themselves because they didnβt know their gender the literal day they learned to speak. itβs never too late, but it sometimes feels like it is, even irrationally. ultimately, we live in a world in which we are taught that we know our genders from the day we are born, and in all trans people, this creates doubt. but whether it is three years or ninety, you found yourself. and the right time to transition is always the time when you feel ready to.
Sometimes I want to start a diary or better a list about all the times I felt dysphoric. Because I can't talk about it with anyone, so I'm left alone with those distressing feelings. And then I try to hide my negative reactions, because a lot of people don't know and others react badly when I tell them. So I have to pretend, even if everything in me screams in agony. I feel like I developed some mild aggression problems because of this. Like sometimes I get so angry, but then I have to hide everything again.
I feel that if I write it down, it will give my feelings a voice that I'm not allowing them to have right now.
I don't really have anyone in real life, that I can talk with about trans stuff. So usually I'm just thinking about it on my own. I would love to have a person with whom I could discuss with. A person that maybe is going through similar stuff. But for now I kinda talk to myself abou it.
I kinda treat tumblr as my own little vent-machine. Sometimes as my diary. It feels good to kinda throw what I'm thinking into the void.
I am a person who is rather scared of what other might think of me. I always tired to do everything so that everyone would end up happy. But this doesn't work, because there will always be someone who dislikes you for whatever reason.
I want to stop. I don't want to care what other people think. But I'm still afraid of hate.
But I should just at least try to give less of a fuck. And hopefully it will work out.
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I'm currently in a class at university, that I really don't like. I didn't want to be in it in the first place, but there were too many students and I landed in this one. I need this class to continue my degree, but man do I hate it.
Iβm so tired of pretending that everything is alright when it obviously isnβt. I hate that the two times I confided in someone about me questioning my agab it went poorly. Maybe if I didnβt have to pretend, I would be able to figure out stuff. But I canβt stop pretending, because then stuff really will go to shit. I try to do the best I can and at least have a presentation that Iβm more or less comfortable with, but man Iβm tired. Β
I have no idea how much sleep I actually need
I absolutely love edits and tributes of movies and shows I like. It's like a little music video.
You can also see so many aspects of a story, that you didn't before. There can be dialoge mixed with music or just music and the scenes playing. And the music is also so important in conveying the right vibe.
I have been on a decluttering journey for a while now. It's mainly about clothes, because I noticed, that I almost never give something away. My closet is overflowing with clothes I don't wear and probably never will anymore.
One futher problem in this, is me questioning my gender identity. For a while i hung onto clothes, because maybe, if I figure my gender identity out, I can wear them.
But stuff doesn't work that way. Because even if I at some point say, that I am my AGAB, I probably won't change my clothing style. Because right now I'm wearing stuff that makes me feel comfortable, so why change that?
This realisation was very important for me. I can give myself permission to finally let go of clothing items, that make me feel uncomfortable and take up space.
I also feel like that's a step forward in my journey.
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I'm thinking about going to therapy and finally work through some shit, but unfortunately I can't at the moment. There is just too much change right now. I want to change jobs,I will move soon, I'm doing my drivers license (which cost a lot where I live) and university is starting soon. So I don't have as much money or time as I would have liked.
I hope that stuff will settle a bit in the next two months and I can make further plans. My priority now is the drivers license, because it costs so much money and I just want to get it done.
Realising that I grew up in a toxic environment is weird...Like it didn't feel that bad for a long time. But there are only so many instances that you can accept as normal family life. Then things start to slowly add up and suddenly I saw how damaged I actually was.
