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Like.... i'm 21 years old. I don't need to get babied like that 🫥

Not in a way that something bad happens to me, but more like

i am not at home,

i am somewhere else,

doing something difficult,

different.

In another country where i don't know the language so well;

in the mountains backpacking, not in the comfort of my own bed;

Doing some amazing physical feat, pushing my body to the limit.

Is it because i want to challenge myself? Is there more to life than getting a job and living day in, day out? Is it because i don't think i deserve an easy life? Do i want to experience life in all its facets, including the uncomfortable ones?

AJR in their song 2085 sang:

"You've gotta get better, you're all that i've got

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But don't take forever, you're not here for long"

This line always fucks me up, so i assume it does tell me a lot about myself.

I know that i don't want to spend all my life stuck in the same shitty work, in an office or something. I wanna see the world. I wanna see the wonder