993, 986, 979...900..and 70...2

I need a joint and the energy to go to the beach.

I need to start taking pics and hiding them here so that periodically I can sit down and go "you have lost weight. See. You lost weight. Now it's time to stop."

You upset me so much I had to take my first sedative in almost 6 months. And it wasn't even that serious like...

so I rock when I think abt things that make me unhappy. so if I'm happy, I don't have tics. which explains why being around certain ppl has calmed down the tics. it's nothing super amazing. There's no magical reason. it's just anxiety.

I've gone through every blog I've had for the years 2014 and 2015 and I've realized I literally don't remember 90% of the time period I was taking seroquel. wtf.