My nemesis

I don't wanna live forsaken

I refuse to let this go

Because my soul is breaking

I don't wanna let you know

That my heart is just so jaded

I refuse to let it show

I refuse to let it go

Wake me up when this is over

I'm tired of living life like it's a dream

Please wake me up when it's all over

I'm tired of living right here in between

The tragic truth.

It's hard for me to understand myself.

So it has to be hard as hell for you!

Are we born to be broken, sinners, and thieves?

Someone tell the heavens I'm ready to escape!

This is not what I wanted not what I need!

But I don't want to be dead, dead don't work

Sleep's the cousin of death, the bed don't work

Maybe I'd rather be dead; dead don't hurt

Realization of an inherent emptiness

Maybe that's another sin for the pessimist

Possibly I am a jinn with a exorcist

I've fallen because I've been on the precipice

Maybe it's my mama's possible regret

Maybe it's a neurological neglect