Mum always tuts at me when I say I hate my country, because hey, we arenât starving, we arenât war-torn, we have rights for women, itâs not like this is IraqâŠ
Certainly, yes, and perspective is important, but smugness is dangerous. We currently have worse quality of life than the United States, we have one of the worst homelessness crises in the developed world, hate crimes are hugely on the rise, and we took in some of the least Syrian refugees in Europe. Weâre somehow, remarkably, managing to be inhumane to those abroad and at home.Â
Then thereâs the whole Brexit stupidity, because people want to pretend weâre strong and independent when Britain has never been any such thing. Britainâs industries are dead and gutted, and even at their height, they relied on first colonialism and then imports. We are a tiny island with no industry and no empire; do people think that will magically change?
If Britain had nowhere left to go, we wouldnât be having a crushing Conservative victory every fucking year. I wouldnât have to go and work in a food bank that is more crowded than ever, and I wouldnât have to watch people cry because benefits are harder to claim than they have been in years, or because theyâre disabled and terrified and theyâve just been given bullshit fit-for-work status; I wouldnât have to watch people whoâve worked here back-breakingly hard for ten years and have kids born here be afraid theyâre going to get deported and that their kids will never see them again; I wouldnât have to hear that a fellow volunteerâs friend has been put on a cheaper insulin because there are fears about medicine trade after Brexit; I wouldnât have to watch people desperately wave their status paperwork in front of me because theyâre afraid that without citizenship papers, theyâre not entitled to a basic fucking human right like food; I wouldnât have to take the odd cup of tea to the bloke who sleeps under the porch and offer him a sandwich and lie to the police who come and ask if weâve had any rough sleepers so they can move him on. I wouldnât have to listen to my boss crow that the Tories are just cleaning up the messes Labour made, that Donald Trump did nothing wrong and Hillary Clinton is evil, that halal meat directly funds ISIS terrorism. I wouldnât have to realise the majority of my generation seems to have forgotten, or never learned, that the minersâ strikes ever happened. I wouldnât throw away the Suns and the Mails left on tables, disgusted, because the vast majority of our news is bullshit right-wing propaganda. I wouldnât have a friend who when reporting her rape to the police, after being lured to a false âparty,â was told, âWhy did you go home with him when you had a boyfriend?â I wouldnât sit and cross out all the places we used to refer people to for debt counselling, for addiction help, for citizenship or homelessness crises, for benefit appeals, because we have to make a new list every two months due to all the closures and the lack of funding. There wouldnât be four people begging just on my high street, twelve to a street in the city centre. I wouldnât have to go to a memorial march because a man from my area froze to death alone on the street and wasnât found for two fucking days. One in eight people in my city wouldnât be homeless.
Sure, first-past-the-post voting has a hell of a lot to answer for, and without it, maybe we wouldnât have such a fucked-up two-party system. But if this is genuinely what the majority of my country supports - policies of isolationism, benefits that are nigh-impossible to claim and degrading even if youâre doing everything thatâs asked of you, the shutting down of immigration even from refugees, anti-homeless spikes, the selling off of council housing without building of new homes so that people in dire straits have nowhere to goâŠÂ
And sure, âbut itâs not like people vote for all that! And people can be lied to! And youâre not accounting for propagandaâs influence! And people think the Tories are genuinely helping!âÂ
You know what I get from most Tories I know? âBut money doesnât magically come from nowhere.â Quite true. But weirdly, theyâre too busy frothing at the mouth about âbenefit scammersâ and âhalal meat terrorismâ or âbut my business will be affected!â to worry about tax evasion from companies like Amazon and Google, and tax-raising is âalways a bad thing and taking your hard-earned money from you.â So where do they get the money from?
All it really means is that Tories are quite all right with denying money and resources to people so they and theirs can get it. All it really means is that Tories saw Grenfell and still thought voting pro-austerity was a conscionable decision. Itâs always taken from âthemâ - the homeless, single mothers, ungrateful unions, ungrateful miners, ungrateful teachers, ungrateful junior doctors, immigrants, Muslims, the ânot-really-disabled,â pretentious artists, LGBT people, âZionists,â pick the flavour of the month, itâs always someone they donât understand or give a shit about - because âtheyâ are bad and frauds and will destroy our country. Ask a Tory about this, and watch them shift uncomfortably and talk about ânecessary tightening of the beltâ and âthe immigration crisisâ and âthe ringfenced NHSâ (oh, aye, it is, but extending medicine patents and privatising it out from under us arenât officially making spending cuts, and Tories just love loopholes) and try to avoid your point.
The best case scenario is that people voting are too fucking stupid to question right-wing propaganda that plays right into their prejudices, and the left are either being suppressed or not fucking turning up. The worst is that this result is pretty true to life. And if all thatâs what the majority of my country stands for - if thatâs what they think is a necessary evil, if they think others donât deserve basic rights and humanity -
then yes, I fucking hate my country. I hate a majority of the British people. Iâm disgusted with them and Iâm disgusted with this place. The British public are fucking idiots, and âthe turkeys have voted for Christmas.â