To The Fullest.

“She was the kind of girlfriend God gives you young, so you’ll know loss the rest of your life.”

“Sometimes, all you can do is lie in bed, and hope to fall asleep before you fall apart.”

“To see you when I wake up Is a gift I didn’t think could be real To know that you feel the same as I do Is a three-fold utopian dream You do something to me that I can’t explain So would I be out of line if I said I miss you? I see your picture I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine You have only been gone ten days But already I’m wasting away I know I’ll see you again Whether far or soon But I need you to know that I care And I miss you”

“But to make yourself feel nothing so as not to feel anything….What a waste.”

“Please — consider me a dream.”