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Idk  if i should even keep using tumblr. I only ever come on here to vent really fucked up thoughts and it makes me wallow in them. Plus i don’t agree with them getting rid of nude/sw blogs and it bums me out even more... I think i need to start just keeping this shit to myself. Not posting it on here and just try to remember how not to deal with or think about shit. Remember how I was before I remembered. 

I feel so on the brink every day and I just keep smiling and it just keeps killing me more and more. I was almost there last night. I don't want to go there yet. But I can’t hardly stand it anymore.

Why am i so dark am i a bad person? i listen to so much horror and i watch so many dark things.