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i should rly be writing in my diary

actually you all (me included) have to get out of this hole of self deprecation and self-perceived loneliness. no one is going to understand you 100%. we are all unique individuals with unique upbringings and unique experiences. no one hates you. everyone is figuring out how to forge their own path in this world and is trying their best. they have their own self to worry about. i really do believe if you treat the people around you with kindness and an open heart, you will receive the same. why would you not spend your life being optimistic about the people around you and your relationship with them? why would you want to waste your life away and let it pass in front of you because you believe that no one gets you? what good does that do?

how do you cope with change? i’ve done it time after time and it does not get easier. college is especially hard because i see these people all the time casually and then what? i’m supposed to not see them in person ever again?? how is that fair? life goes by too fast. i want everyone to know how much i love them and cherish them.