It’s funny that I barely understood what was going on during UCI’s PCN but the one thing that I remember is the title of the show. Que Sera, Sera. Whatever will be, will be. Amid the surrealness and craziness of what I’ve been going through this year, that phrase comes to mind. I couldn’t tell you what I’ve been doing or where I’m headed. I’m just going with the flow and seeing where life takes me. Looking back, I realized I got caught thinking about the future too early when my short term goals were not established. This period of freelancing I’ve been experiencing has shown me to really let go and let God. It’s okay if nothing is certain right now. Life has shown me that shit can get thrown to the wall at any time, especially in the young stage of my life I’m in at the moment. I’ve seen it happen to people I’ve been very close to so I know I’m not the only one. What can I really ask for besides living life right now? I don’t even know what i want right now. But I’ve learned that it is a-ok for now.