how to save a life

@prettylittlerivas: @zignxvak Really, zig?

@prettylittlerivas: @heartbreakfrank oh my goshhhh, my sweet little nephew. :') i am so excited. i also have really HORRIBLE baby fever, but i'm so trying to ignore that. lol.

@thecharityhorrorpictureshow: @zignxvak lol the internet now knows we do the thing. ;)

@thecharityhorrorpictureshow: i ate doritos so obviously it's the first one btw.

Charity: okay good omf i thought i'd irritated you or something

Charity: ok that's fine with me!

Charity: shh yes stop

Charity: but also yes come over

Zig: you never irritate me

Zig: thanks

Zig: hmmmm no

Charity: okay, sorry, babe. :\

Charity: sorry again. i didn't mean to like...state the obvious or make things weird.

Charity: alkfhdasfl stopppp

Charity: you're too fucking cute i'm gonna die

Charity: ok but like it's so unfair that we can't live together or st because i just need you with me like now

Zig: its fine char im not upset

Zig: i'd just rather not get into stuff with zoe tbh

Zig: nope not gonna stop

Charity: dude no like feel free haha

Charity: i'm not one of those crazy girls that's gonna be like "OH YOU THINK SHE'S HOT HUH?!?!" like no i'll probably agree because i also happen to like girls lol

Charity: but also like, disclaimer, i'm totally faithful in relationships regardless of me liking girls too like, i'm yours, no worries.

Charity: tru tho

Charity: aweh stop c: i'm grinning so wide rn and it looks STUPID.

Charity: :P

Zig: i know you're not but i just dont feel the need to comment on it. its not like you don't know that i think shes's attractive, i dated her.

Zig: i wasn't worried but thanks for the confirmation

Charity: nah, that's you.

Charity: zoe rivas is hot negl but she's crazy

Charity: she's like a real life harley quinn. hot but fucking crazy.

Charity: but yeah that's bad but i mean sleeping with winston was also stupid. we both have stupid things in our past. we just gotta make sure things are better now yk?

Charity: you're too much

Zig: i'm not gonna comment on zoes hotness or her craziness

Zig: better taste in dudes than harley quinn tho

Zig: you make things better

Charity: sounds good, babe. c: i'm proud of you...you're doing a good thing.

Charity: i slept with winston chu

Charity: is anything you've done THAT stupid? lol.

Charity: aweh

Zig: you're the best

Zig: i slept with zoe rivas. and frankie hollingsworth. around the same time. without telling zoe. who i was dating.

Charity: no, it's okay. it effects a lot of people, zig. you're alright. it's not selfish. just try and talk to her. i think that would make you feel better.

Charity: you know nothing's going to keep me from talking to you right? like you could do the stupidest thing and i'm still gonna talk to you. i really care about you, zig. i'm not just gonna run off.

Charity: best movie ever

Charity: ok not really but

Charity:

Charity: it is. no worries, alright?

Charity: i really really like you a lot.

Zig: yeah, youre right. im just gonna let her settle in i think and see if things just calm down with her parents or something

Zig: dont test it char ive done some stupid shit

Zig: its my favorite bc of you

Zig: thank you

Charity: babe, you're awesome. this is just tough on a lot of people. it's okay. it's understandable. don't be so hard on yourself!

Charity: no, like i said, it's okay, zig. i'm not mad. it's okay. i'm glad you feel comfortable enough to talk about this with me.

Charity: the other night was perfect. i mean, i think the fact that cry baby lane came on after...everything...solidified it that like...we're meant to be. haha.

Charity: i really like you too

Charity: but had none of this stuff happened, we wouldn't hav found each other yet, maybe. idk. like it all happened for a reason.

Charity: aweh, stop. i'm not. i try, though. c:

Charity: plus, you're pretty amazing yourself. i'm lucky.

Zig: which makes it even more shitty that im so focused on me right now cause frankies in the middle of a shit show with her family on top of having a human growing inside her and im whining about how its effecting me

Zig: id rather talk to you about shitty stuff than not talk to you so

Zig: that fucking movie

Zig: thats good to hear

Zig: yeah i'd really like to believe that... i mean i guess if things hadnt gotten so screwed up with zoe we wouldnt be where we are now and them frankie and mason probably wouldnt have gotten together at least not yet... idk i hope its all like for a reason or something

Charity: sorry for the delayed reply, but i'm just processing because i feel like my advice is gonna be sooo shitty, so i'm sorry, love...but yeah...

Charity: honestly, what i would do is just test the waters with her like...with her living in your house like, you'll be forced to interact with her. see how those interactions go and then go from there. if it's chill, see if you can just ask her at some point if she's okay. i'm sure she wouldn't mind, and she'd really like the friendship. this is gonna be an awful time for her...i mean like...she's gotta birth a baby in like 7-8 months oh my god like i've seen twilight and it's brutal.

Charity: on top of that, her dad is the donald trump of canada and looks like a rat and is a rat so.

Charity: yeah, just try talking to her, babe. if you need my help with anything just let me know. i'm 100% here for you okay c:

Zig: honestly i just appreciate that you're talking to me about it and making me not feel like the worst boyfriend ever cause i kinda feel like an asshole right now

Zig: im just sorry that all this is just going down right after everything with us like i dont want you to think that any of that influenced any of this and like... it would be stupid for me to think you think that cause you were there and clearly consenting to the happenings so im gonna shut up now

Zig: i really like you

Zig: sometimes (i mean most of the the time tbh) i just wish none of it had happened like beyond the her telling me stuff about her family like i just wish i hadnt kissed her and things snowballed from there like if i just hadnt we'd be able to just actually be friends and i wouldnt have to feel like a jerk for just wanting to ask if shes okay