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Milletin beni üzgün görmesini istemiyorum ama artık çok üzülüyorum ne yapsam elime yüzüme bulaşıyor sosyalleşmek istesem ucube gibi hissediyorum muhabbet etmek istesem edemiyorum

Sanırım en iyisi her yerden elimi ayağımı çekmek.

Bunları buraya yazmak yerine annemin eteğine sarılarak ağlamayı tercih ederdim ama en ufak negatif duyguda "beni öldürüyorsun" diyor ve evden atılıyorum

Belki de bu yüzden Rumble'a aşırı bağlandım ama bu konu ayrı

Milletin beni üzgün görmesini istemiyorum ama artık çok üzülüyorum ne yapsam elime yüzüme bulaşıyor sosyalleşmek istesem ucube gibi hissediyorum muhabbet etmek istesem edemiyorum

Sanırım en iyisi her yerden elimi ayağımı çekmek.

Bunları buraya yazmak yerine annemin eteğine sarılarak ağlamayı tercih ederdim ama en ufak negatif duyguda "beni öldürüyorsun" oluyor ve evden atılıyorum

Belki de bu yüzden Rumble'a aşırı bağlandım ama bu konu ayrı

Werewolf au where our gang hunts werewolves and vampires. Sadly, their Weaponsmith Rumble decided to go for his first hunt to impress Tristana.

What could have go wrong, right?

@thef1amingcat and I made a Werewolf Au that our beloved yordle gang hunting werewolves and vampires!

My digital love

The best part about being a small artist is no one is gonna see what I will gonna write next.

I wish I never felt like I'm just being tolerated and not actually listened. Every attempt of making friends or having a chat is failure in my book even if they said they had fun. maybe I'm going too rough on myself but i just can't get rid of it and it's driving me insane. Today it was in unbearable level so I tried to empty my head with crocheting, playing league, cooking etc but none of them worked. I don't wanna be a burden to anyone. I don't want anyone's sorry too. I just wish to be act like someone normal and not some idiot who always makes jokes and memes. I actually never get any joke and meme well. I laugh at few things (not being edgy by the way, I really find today's understanding of meme is dull, extremely parrot like repetitive and boring most of the time.)

I wish I had more topics to talk about. I'm extremely fixated on league'slre it's not even good anymore.

I wish I wasn't sounding too sarcastic whenever I tell an opinion because I'm not sarcastic person

I wish I wasn't feel weird whenever we have a conversation.

Sometimes I feel like I'm greyrocked, even though I don't wanna think like that because not everyone do that.

I don't wanna exhaust my friends with my problems so I just pour them in because nobody would see it unless I put a tag under this.

When I'm feeling bad I really do my best to avoid my friends and family so they won't deal with my bullshit

Sometimes all I want is acting like a normal human being. I'm not feeling like a human some days. All I do is disturbing people and I'm tired of it.

I'm just disturbing and if I was acting normal no one would feel disturbed.

To not make anyone feel disturbed I always have to talk in memes and jokes I'm exhausted.

7 with no regrets