Aug 30, 2023
goodbye!
this post was scheduled at 5pm 08/28/23 for two days from now. if it goes through, ive gone through with it. and the entire time leading up to it i always felt ready and sure, never scared. im sad because i know ive hurt a lot of people and im sorry.
i was happy and completely feeling like myself up until the end.
some things i had:
pink balloons!
my cat ears
my squeaky toy
stuffed red panda & pink cat (1/2 from a set!)
paw print blanket (thnx kathy :D)
matching rawr bracelet
idk i feel really good. finally i am going to be at peace. i know you guys wont ever understand - but i hope you find comfort in knowing i wasnt scared or depressed on my way out.
