hi, i'm enjin/vash and i'm the co-host of the paradise lost system
uh we're bodily 19 [so in turn so am i? idk] and my pronouns are it/its only, anyone referring to me as he or they or godforbid she will be blocked instantly
i'm a hispanic (colombian) trans male boygirl, and i'm also intersex. i am uhhh questioning if im still aroacespec or just full aroace, we will. get back to that one. we often switch between using me + i and we + us, no we do not have our head straight.
i am a therian ; irish wolfhound and variable bush viper specifically. i don't talk about it much, but during specific moods i will ramble on and on about it.
i am not a doormat. if we're going to be friends, you're going to unfortunately have to reach out first, because i am done giving my all to people who don't respect my being.
we are professionally diagnosed with c-ptsd, rejection sensitive dysphoria and c-bpd. sorry if you can't handle us visibly being mentally ill but them's the breaks. we can't control our symptoms ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
we have some sensitive topics that we avoid talking about for our own sanity, so if anons bring that shit up the inbox will immediately be closed without a second thought (not putting up w being goaded into spiralling once again)
tags list :
#shrike art - self explanatory
#shrike talks - base talking tag, asks go here too
#shrike reblogs - reblog :]
#shrike journal - journaling pages are posted here when i want to post them
#shrike friends - friend tag :)
#shrike edits - my editing stuff! like moodboards i make for ocs and shit lmao
