Random things I think of

Maybe it comes from knowing what it feels like being trapped with nowhere to go as flames engulf you; knowing what it feels having nothing you can do as chaos surrounds you. I know it all too well what it feels like accepting that the only thing you can do is die. I know what it feels like having no one able to save you - they're there, they just have nothing they can do. Life is truly cruel.

In the situation with my fishes - if ever an inevitable were to come - I'd rather stay behind and perish with them. Atleast then they'd know there was someone who stayed; atleast they'd know they weren't alone.

Maybe that's all I want: someone who'd stay; someone who'd let me know I'm not alone as the world burns down to the ground. Someone who wouldn't leave when I am inevitably unable to save myself.

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