hello everyone ! i'm eiden ! (⌯ˊᗜˋ⌯) questioning , 20yo , any pronouns , selfshipper ♡
i interact from @eidensbiyori , a lot of my links are on that blog if you're interested !
my f/o list isn't long , so i don't have a separate page for it . since my list is so short , i don't think it's much for me to ask that doubles NG . the dates are listed by yy/mm/dd !
koujaku dramatical murder ꒰ 231230 ꒱
quincy nu carnival ꒰ 241026 ꒱
chinatsu kimi no yoru ni fureru ꒰ 250617 ꒱
phoenix wright ace attorney ꒰ 260204 ꒱
its been a year or so since i've been on selfship tumblr , but i'm back and i'm excited to make lots of new friends and share our love for our f/os with one other ! i am extremely friendly and affable , albeit a bit shy . i love to write , and i love connecting with people through my writing , so you might see some imagines here and there .
i dont have a dni , just don't be weird towards me or my f/os , and i don't tolerate proship / comship or the like . this is my corner of the internet , so i prioritize my own comfort . minors are okay to follow because my blog is 100% sfw , but don't expect any communication or fbs (unless you're coming from my old blog ! )
i'm still working on tweaking some things so i don't have cool tags or a nice carrd or strawpage yet , but i will soon ! i'm just excited to be here again and ready to post about my loves !
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i’m going to start watching extraordinary attorney woo with phoenix this week for my break ! ♡ it’s been on my radar for a while , even before i started dating phoenix , and now i think is the best time to watch it !
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just saw a post on instagram about the kihara delivery , where figure skater ryuichi kihara picks up his partner , riku miura after competitions and he skates off the ice with her in his arms !!
its a symbol of their trust and teamwork , and i think its so adorable and figure skaters! eiden and phoenix would DEFINITELY do this !!
i don't know about u, but where i live it's getting a lot warmer and more summery feeling. im huge on fruit all year round, but it definitely gets even more alluring once it starts to get warm. if u had to assign each of your fos a fruit (mainly summery ones but really anything is fine), what so you think you would pick for them?
AH !! hi dwyer !!! i was supposed to answer this yesterday but .. finals studying drained me .. ue ue .. so i am answering it now (while i should be doing chores) !! all the fun stuff is below the cut , and thank you for asking me this question !! it was very fun to write everything out !!
OKAYOKAY so i'll go in chronological order by who i started dating first ! so , first is koujaku !
i chose ume / maesil for him , which is a type of plum ! they are often used to make syrups for liquor and other refreshing drinks , jams , and umeboshi , which is fermented . the reason why i chose this is because umeshu is one of his favorite drinks , and umeboshi over rice is something he frequently eats . ♡ (⌯ˊᗜˋ⌯)
for quincy , i chose berries !! any kind of berries (blackberries , raspberries, strawberries, blueberries , etc) !! we kind of talked about this before .. hehe
he's really good at foraging , and i believe it's one of his hobbies based on how much he does it and how well he is at it . so thats why i gave him these fruits ! because during the summer months he'll find them and bring them home for us to eat together ♡ he enjoys doing it because he knows he's providing for me in some way , and he also knows that i love raspberries and blackberries especially . the blueberries are for him to eat , and sometimes i bake with them too ! strawberries usually get used for lemonades or desserts !
for chinatsu , i chose yuzu ! it's like .. late summer / early fall , so i'm deciding its a summer fruit .. TECHNICALLY .
it LOOKS like a lemon , but it has a distinct flavor that lemons don't really have ? i remember one time i got a yuzu flavored soda , thinking it was close to lemon , and it definitely was not . LOL
it's REALLY tart , but it's also kind of floral ? it's hard to explain . but anyways . why i chose this for him is because he often cooks with these !! if they aren't in season , he'll usually keep a bottle of yuzu juice so he can use it in drinks or cooking . another reason why is because yuzu is incredibly prized (like he is to me ♡) , and the tree is usually covered in incredibly dangerous thorns that are used as a defense mechanism (which can grow up to 2 inches !! eep) . i attribute that to his personality , because he's very standoffish to others and defensive about his past , even if he feigns indifference . and others may see him at face value , or know perhaps something about his past as a hitman and think he's still dangerous ... ( ᵕ̩̩ㅅᵕ̩̩ )
for phoenix , this was kind of hard because i realized i couldn't say apples because they are a fall fruit . because those are his favorites and i associate them with him . ue ue ..
BUT . anyways !! sugar apples !!
they kind of look like green melonpan . or like those cute sea slugs . but anyways , i was researching the filipino fruit calendar , and these showed up and they seemed really cool ! they are similar to custard apples , and apparently they taste like a mix of vanilla custard , banana , pineapples , and mango . because of phoenix's culture , i'm sure these were a staple in his home .. or maybe he would eat them chilled as summer dessert when he was a kid .. who knows .. maybe i'll have to ask ...
can't wait for the summer because then i can accompany phoenix on his morning runs instead of being occupied with classes ♡ i'd assume it would become a regular occurrence and he'd look forward to going on runs because now he's doing them with me !! he usually goes out around 9am (because he's disbarred rn and 100% sleeps in as much as he can) but since i've recently become an early riser (YAY!) i can bother him at 6am to get him to go outside earlier !!!!
little fun ramble thing in the tags ... ٩( ˊ ᗜ ˋ )و
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its been so windy and gross outside and my bangs never stay put for more than 2 seconds . but it helps a lot when i think of phoenix laughing and kissing my forehead , telling me that the wind is helping him uncover prime real estate (my forehead LOL)
i’ve been a little radio silent , i hope everyone has been doing okay ( ^ ^ ) spring 2026 semester is coming to an end so i don’t really have a lot of time to post or sit down and write a nice imagine … i only have barely a week left so , fingers crossed everything goes well ! ♡
if you guys have anything you want to tell me about your f/os or fun things you guys have been doing together lately , let me know !
hi eiden!! it's @golden-maiden but on main lol. no pressure to answer at all if you're busy atm but i wanna hear your thoughts on who you'd think i'd like in AA. i plan on watching gameplay of it sometime soon so i wanna hear your thoughts as the AA connoisseur lol. again, pressure to answer, just when you're able! ❀ܓ(｡◠ ꇴ ◠｡ )
hi aria !! this is such a fun question and i'm honored you asked me !!
i was taking a look through your f/o list , and i did a little bit of digging on each of your romantic f/os personalities , and the things they all seem to have in common is that they are driven , level-minded , serious , and very intelligent SO !!!! this sounded the MOST to me , like kazuma asogi (if i'm choosing from the MCs)
he's in the great ace attorney , and he's a complex character ! i've done a lot of research on him because TGAA is set in one of my favorite historic periods . i don't want to spoil anything especially since you're planning on watching gameplay , but his character development is arguably (in my opinion) some of the best in the entire series . he's also a swordsman which is really cool too !! so feel free to do your own research on him to see if you'd actually like him !!
either way , i'm so happy you asked me this question !!
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life is starting to get a bit difficult and busy and i’m finding it hard to think about phoenix .. it should come like second nature but my mind has literally been everywhere its so hard
i used to think about him every minute of every day and nows its like . three times if im lucky . because i’m so preoccupied with other stuff . HELP !!!!!!!!!!!
OH NO EIDEN ;-; I'm sorry things have been rough, I know it's not much but I am sending SO many good vibes your way and I hope it eases soon!! I think it's normal for our connections to ebb and flow at times: it doesn't mean you care any less or the love isn't there, it just takes on a different shape sometimes :].
You mentioned looking for advice and honestly the main things that have helped me in similar situations is looking at photos/screenshots, reading over old posts written about them, and crucially just making space for myself to feel safe and comfortable in general. For example, more recently I have a little cluster of plushies that I just give a HUGE squeeze and cuddle, lay down with, and then let myself switch off for a bit, whether that's through reading, listening to a podcast/music, drawing/writing, or watching something low-stakes.
That might sound odd as advice on connecting with f/os, but I think when I struggle to think about them it's often because my mind is feeling overwhelmed and trying to shut down any 'spare' thoughts it has (i.e.; anything not immediately related to getting through a situation) so that it can to conserve energy; accessing that comfort again becomes about getting ourselves out of the survival mode our brain has switched on, if that makes sense. Giving myself space and slowing down when I can without judgement—even if it's only for a few minutes—reminds my mind that it doesn't have to be hyper-aware of threats, that there's space and time to think of other things for a while, and that lets me wander back to things that make me happy again, including my f/os.
It's also nice because taking care of myself gradually brings in thoughts of like... even if I feel a little distant still, as I'm relaxing, as I'm letting myself breathe, I'm inviting them back in through taking care of myself, you know? It would make them SO happy to know that I'm treating myself well when I can, doing nice things for myself!! That's it's own kind of connection, too. Even if you're not in the state to be Thinking about them, they're still with you and cheering you on. They're not going anywhere, you're still loved, and it's going to be okay :]
NONO i was genuinely asking for help and advice !! and this is wonderful !! i definitely do think thats a part of it , feeling overwhelmed and not giving myself the space to unwind , chill out , and let thoughts come to me . i find myself forcing thoughts a lot of the time , and that doesn't help of course . BUT ! self care is one of my biggest things and surprisingly i've never thought of that in terms of my relationship with phoenix ; like how he would want me to take care of myself or even taking care of me for me ! if that makes sense .... anyways !!! i decided to respond to this in a rb because i wanted to let other people who may be struggling with this as well read your amazing advice (and perhaps apply it to their own struggles too) !! thank you so much river !!!! ♡♡♡♡♡
life is starting to get a bit difficult and busy and i’m finding it hard to think about phoenix .. it should come like second nature but my mind has literally been everywhere its so hard
i used to think about him every minute of every day and nows its like . three times if im lucky . because i’m so preoccupied with other stuff . HELP !!!!!!!!!!!
