Greenlover

Enough with the contemplation, it's time for an action!

There are 2 things that I am super proud of right now:

I wish there's a reset, a reboot or a rewind in life.

Losing is gaining. Remember that.

We can't give if we have nothing.

Alhamdulillah

I guess this is the result of growing from a family of "tough love"... You don't know compassion or sympathy or empathy. "I love yous", hugs and kisses are awkward things to share. You have difficulty in showing your affection to everybody.

Why can't I be honest with myself? And with everyone around me?

I can't help but laugh at everything that is happening to my life right now. The universe feels like mocking me face to face. And I'm whole-heartedly allowing it. I am not against any of the things that they asked me to do. In fact, I am glad to be part of everyone's wedding but isn't it ironic? How you badly want something you can't possibly have in your life, and you're made to witness all of it from everyone else's in the most bittersweet and funny ways... Yeah... Funny... And today is just one of them.

Nobody's proud of me.

The plead to be saved...

How can you be happy for others when you yourself are not?

Sometimes I think dying is a better solution.

I will never fall for this trap ever again.

Life is incomplete without sweets.