I recently hugged a cat and thought about your ocs and felt how fitting it would be for them to have a heartfelt hug~
Not to get all sappy but when I think of hugs, I keep thinking how wonderful it would be to hug a wonderful such as you QwQ
Wishing you a lovely birthday and for 2026 to bring you good health and wonderful joys to look forward to ramble your heart out š
Hey lia!! ;v;) Good to hear from you again!
IT'S BEEN WAY OVER A MONTH since my birthday and I'm only replying this now, I'm really sorry.. and I really do need that hug.
To be honest, I wasn't in a very good state, and when that happens, I tend to just withdraw because I don't think it's a good idea to be posting when you're not as happy. It rubs off somewhere and I believe it's something that shouldn't be spread...not that I'd express how I feel but I just couldn't log on.
My life's been going on great, though, so... I wonder.
My friends bought me a big chocolate cake and-
there was this fancy cheesecake with 8 different flavors (piece by piece), I still remember enjoying myself as I've been eating it!
Thank you for your wonderful drawing!/// I really miss Lyra and Felix.. all of my ocs have a special place in both my brain and heart, and to see them get the love is incredible, it's one of the best gifts I could get!
I only replied to this late because I thought I could do better with the replies and nothing's on you. I appreciate this so much, and I feel like my birthday's been extended as I write back!//
I've been working on my personal stories too! I have a lot of ocs.
and stories!
A LOT.Ā
I'd love to show all of it to you and everyone here someday. Soon too, since I've been thinking of them for a very long time.
So I had been sketching some of them out during the time I was out!!
I've actually mentioned one of these ocs once in an oc meme way back
(number 10) the guy's a very old oc of mine,
and his dad was a real softie.Ā I'd been drawing a lot of him(Wezen) lately. It's been a very healing process although his story is pretty tragic.
Wish you the best for you too, good health, good news and a wonderful year. The good thing about having your birthday early in the year I think, is that you can send out good wishes for the entire year to the sender as you receive these kinds of messages.
I'll take good rest, good breaks, and refill my passion. 'v')9
What I aim to do this year is to also give some love to my own personal projects, too!
When that happens, I'd be so grateful to have you with me, like how you've been for me throughout the years!!
Have a nice weekend~ thanks again for the wishes!!
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Merry Christmas everyone!//Ā I finally updated my ko-fiĀ and made new posts! Hopefully I could do that more ;v;..
I was able to receive lovely support this year and Iām eternally grateful for that!! I hope Iāll be able to make progress with my original projects/fanworks yearĀ āvā)/
A small chunk of my original rpgmaker game, Mimalia is out!
you can download the demo from here. The gif is in KR but donāt worry, the whole thing is in English and this is just a prep for potential KR patch//
I am not making this game in chronological order. Thus, 60% of the maps that Iāve already made will not show up in the demo, and will be cut out due to spoiler reasons (including this one in the gif!) some of the scripts have been deleted in the demo and will not be accessible either.
when you download the file, please check the credits txt for credits. You cannot redistribute any of the files in the game! Thank you very much//
Please message me if you find any bugs and errors, I may not be able to respond immediately but it will be much appreciated!
+UPDATED LINK! I fixed a small bug that happens near the intro + there will be a new small segment available compared to the previous version!
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I already know what kind of ending will come if I continue like this. Even knowing that, Iāve let it drag on until nowāthat is wholly my fault. So here, I mustnāt be reckless, mustnāt hurt anyone.
Alone, I resolve and resolve again. Even if that resolve might scatter like a fleeting daydream when we meet face to face; even if, for me, all of this is but a momentary fragment of timeāstill, surely, I will end up regretting it.
Whichever crossroads I choose, all that remains for me will be nothing but self-reproach, resentment, and despair. Knowing this so well, I find that there is no one to resent but myself.
The Magician of Crossroads
It was a day just like any other, with good weather. In a small hut nestled deep in the forest, she and I were seated. I wore the same worn cloak as always, but she, as though she were meeting someone important, had dressed to impress. Sheād tied a red ribbon in her hair and donned a new white dress that suited her well.
As a gentle breeze stirred the thin linen curtain, I cast a sidelong glance at its soft swaying and found myself lost in thought about how I might send her away. Of course, I kept a smile on my face, careful not to show any signs of trouble.
Just as I was about to speak, she beat me to it with a bright voice. "You're smiling, but your mindās somewhere else, isn't it? I can tell. Itās obvious."
My throat went dry.
"No, not at all. Would you like some more tea?"
Though I knew she couldnāt read minds, it always felt like she could see through me completely. When had that begun? It wasnāt like this at first.
"Donāt dodge the question. But Iāll take the tea. Thank you, Laden."
The pout from earlier disappeared, and she smiled brightly. Seeing her face, words escaped me for a moment.
It was always like this. Every time I met her, I felt drawn in. Today, I was certain it would be the same.
In the beginning, the gods of Time and Light were born from darkness. Hand in hand, they emerged from the rifts in the void and surveyed their surroundings.
The god of Light spoke:
"In this empty darkness, all feels hollow. Here, there is neither chaos nor order. Nothing holds meaning."
Facing them, the god of Time replied:
"Yesterday is the same as today. Nothing changes or grows. Only we know of this emptinessāsuch a shame."
Together, they stood and declared:
"I will bring light to this place."
"Then I will bring order to this place."
"So that all may know what is up and what is down."
"So that all may know when is yesterday and when is tomorrow."
Thus, they scattered pieces of themselves into the darkness, and from these fragments, the world was born. Now, the world turns under the light and flows within the bounds of time, bound by set laws.
The magician is the only being who diverges from the worldās rules. All the more so, they are warned to refrain from meddling. For they are mere byproducts of fragments that should have faded away after creating the world. Their existence does not align with perfection.
Many magicians have already disappeared. I will, too, in time.
***
āAre you a magician, mister?ā
Those were the words of a young child, eyes wide with innocence, that sparked everything. Without thinking, I answered, "Yes, I am."
There was no need to hide it. Still, magicians rarely revealed themselves. It was an unspoken rule that kept them from unnecessary entanglements with the world.
"Iāve lived for a thousand years, or maybe ten thousand⦠perhaps even longer. Iāve been here since the world began."
But something about this childāthe innocent curiosity and the refreshing boldnessācompelled me to answer, and I responded with a hint of humor, speaking in a slightly exaggerated tone.
"I am Laden, the Magician of Crossroads."
Surely, she would soon forget. And even if she didnāt, a human child is born only to return to the earth swiftly. If it became bothersome, I could simply disappear for a while as I had before.
Or so I thought back then.
To be saying this now means, in the end, things didnāt go as planned.
***
Despite their abilities, magicians do not live among people or flaunt their powers. Itās simpleāthey were not made for that. Because magicians are fragments of the gods who should have built and then vanished from the world, the more they use their powers, the more they lose their will, gradually becoming part of the world itself.
When the world still remembered the gods, magicians were revered. Called āfragments of the divine,ā they would step forth, nurturing the creations beloved by their gods and fading only after fulfilling their roles. Those who wished to interfere excessively with the world were either stopped by other fragments or disappeared naturally, following the flow of cause and effect.
And those who vanishedāonly other fragments retained any memory of them. By now, few remember, and only the fragments who value quiet, solitary lives remain.
In a world where the divine is no longer remembered, they became known as "magicians," existing only as ghostly tales or ancient legends.
If no one remembers you, are you truly there? If no one acknowledges your existence, are you truly alive?
We exist. We were here. But if all of us disappear, if that day comes⦠then, our existence would be as if it had never been.
Was it too greedy to hope that someone would remember us? Some grew attached to humans, hoping theyād be remembered, though in the end, it was all in vain. Still, I think, in their final moments, they were happy.
How do I know? Well, wouldnāt you know better?
Oh, donāt play innocent. If you donāt know, then who would? You, of all people, should know how to make a choice without regret. You, the Magician of Crossroads. Yes, you.
***
The meaning behind the title "Magician of Crossroads" might make you curious. To put it simply, it means this: āForeknowledge.ā
As a fragment of the god of Time, I can see the futureāmore precisely, I know the outcome of my actions. Thus, in moments of choice, I can decide in advance what action will benefit me.
Though faint, this power is indeed akin to divine authority, a gift bestowed solely upon me. Itās why Iāve survived for so long and why some even call me the greatest magician. But this ability is also a curse. There are inevitabilities one cannot avoid. What good are crossroads if you cannot choose either path? This power merely offers a chance to select the lesser evil, forcing me to walk a road of despair, fully aware of the outcome.
And thereās another flaw: though I see the outcome, I cannot see the path that leads there.
So, when I unwittingly glimpsed the childās future, I was struck with alarm.
Because from the moment she became entangled with me, this childās fateāregardless of the formāwas sealed to end in death because of me.
That was something I realized after our third meeting. Despite my warnings, she somehow managed to find me, even as I secluded myself deep in the forest. Exasperated and unsure how to shake her off, I resorted to my power.
Yet an entirely unexpected result came forth. Normally, Iād see only the near future consequences of my actions. But this time, I saw nothing at allājust a clear end of death at the end of all possible paths, with no way to avoid it. It was a prophecy, absolute and inescapable.
But why? How could it be? There was no way for me to understand what could lead to such an outcome. It was something beyond my control.
In disbelief, I tried using my ability again, only to find the same result.
It had been a long time since something shocked me like that. The child, oblivious, had approached and tugged on my sleeve.
"I found you."
So carefree. Out of sheer curiosity, I tried using my power once more, imagining I might run far and hide.
The outcome?
She stumbles in the forest, meets her end in an accident.
Unbelievable.
"Do you like hide-and-seek that much, mister? You made it hard to find you this time!"
If I erased her memory of me, what would happen? Is there still one who could do that? Noāshe might die before I even find such a person.
"And you know, mister, your head sparkles so bright! I can see it from far away!"
Technically, this isnāt my fault, but this really, really leaves a bad taste, doesnāt it?