Your work is amazing! Its so nice seeing someone genuinely have fun in making others happy, I love this blog already ^_^
May I request a love letter from Gregor (Limbus Company)? Feel free to dm me for details/resources on him
**Through the most unforgiving of journeys the mail seems to find its way regardless. No matter a sinner, a saint, or someone waiting at home, they'll get their messages come whatever may be out there. Your letter arrives a bit ominously, postmarked with company letterhead and a "WOOF!" that announces your delivery!**
Hey…
I’m not great at this kind of thing, so don’t expect anything fancy. I’ve been staring at this page for a while trying to figure out how to start, and all I can think is that if I were saying this out loud, I’d probably trip over my own tongue or try to make a joke at the wrong time. Writing feels… safer, I guess.
I just wanted to tell you something real, without brushing it off or pretending it’s not that serious. When things get chaotic around here, and the noise gets so loud it presses against my skull, you’re the one thought that cuts through it. You calm me down before I even realize I’m wound tight. I didn’t think anything could still do that for me.
You know, I’ve spent a lot of time feeling like I’m made of pieces that don’t quite fit together. Too many memories that don’t sit right, too many mistakes that echo longer than they should. But when I’m with you… I feel steadier. Like maybe I’m allowed to be a person again, not just someone trying to hold himself together for everyone else’s sake.
You don’t flinch when the bugs act up. You don’t look at me like I’m going to turn into something dangerous or fragile or pathetic. You just look at me. And somehow, that’s what makes me want to be better — not because I think you expect it, but because being with you makes me remember that I’m more than the worst things I’ve gone through.
I guess what I’m trying to say is… I love you. Quietly, clumsily, probably too much. And I’m not going anywhere. Even if I’m tired, even if I’m scared, even if the world throws something new at us every other day, I’m staying right by your side. I want to. That’s the part that surprises me most.
If you ever need someone to lean on, you can lean on me. If you’re hurting, I’ll sit with you until it stops. If you’re scared, I’ll hold your hand. And if you just want quiet company, well… I’m good at being quiet.
Thank you for seeing me. Really seeing me.
I hope you’ll let me keep seeing you too.