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形には決して残らない

酷く脆い確かな傷が

今も心の隅で嗤う

馬鹿らしく見えますか

No matter what we do, it won’t stick.

Leaving a terribly fragile little scar in its wake. 

Admittedly, deep down, I find this hilarious

Hilariously stupid. Ya see?

あの日はいつか記憶になる

笑い話に変わってしまう

在るべき姿に戻るだけ

寂しさは止まないね

Eventually, everything that day will become a memory.

A funny story we can laugh about.

So everything can go back to how it was.

Though, looks like things won’t be turning up for me.

今この悲しみが

茶番にも見えてしまう

確かな物があるのを

探している

All that sadness you have right now,

Looks just like a farce to me.

I’m searching for proof of it,

So I can be sure. 

あなたの優しさが

後ろめたくなって

いつか愛は毒となった

息が止まるほど

心を見透かして

そしてこんな夜を終わらせて

Your kindness

It just turns into guilt for me.

Eventually our love turned into poison.

I hold my breath,

Trying to see past your heart.

And then, just like that, the night comes to an end.

心残りもいつの日か

ひとつひとつ失ってしまう

先立った思いも見返せば

有り触れた物でした

One day, all these regrets I have piled up.

One by one, one by one, they’ll be lost.

Reflecting back on my feelings, 

They were in abundance, huh.

明けないような話の中で

居場所なんてどこにも無くて

逆さまに生えた道筋に

終わりを今感じている

This seems like a story where

There’s no place for a happy ending no matter where you look.

I’m on a path that’s turned upside down.

And I can feel the end roll coming soon.

過去だけ見つめては

悲劇を気取るのね

私もきっと同じ様に

生きていくわ

Staring back at the past,

You sure act like it’s a tragedy, don’t cha?

Well, surely I’m the same.

But I’ll just live with it. 

あなたの心根を疑いたくなった

確かめるのが怖いのに

日の落つ前にまた声が聞きたくなった

こんな事じゃ何処も進めない

I’ve started to doubt your intentions,

And became afraid to confirm anything.

But I want to hear what you have to say before the sun goes down.

I can’t keep doing this… 

あなたの熱

あなたの呼吸

鏡合わせ

答え合わせ

Your warmth,

Your breath,

They reflect,

Our answers.

闇が満ちる夜の底で

ただ笑えばいい

Well, before we get swallowed by the night.

Let’s just laugh it off.

互いの優しさが

後ろめたくなって

いつか愛は毒となった

息が止まるほど

心を見透かして

そしてこんな夜を終わらせて

そしてふたり分かり合えたら

With the kindness we show each other,

Turning into guilt.

Eventually our love turned into poison.

Hold your breath

Try to see past your heart.

And just then, just like that, the night comes to an end.

Please, beg for the mercy of god.

For you, who are not blessed, and are attacked by the people.

Please, by all means, conquer hell.

Because apparently pearls can belong to the worst of pigs.

Don’t approach me

Groveling on those hands and knees up to my feet.

I’m sorry for being born,

Because these words just slip out of my mouth.

People lecture those under them to stand above them,

I can’t forget that face, unable to dress it up with makeup.

On a chair smeared over with blood, the monkey sits.

Ah, just like that, forever onward,

Imagine me and my dead body.

And think you actually accomplished something.

Please, beg for the mercy of god.

Exposing that which has been stolen by you, and being striked by the people.

Please, by all means, conquer hell.

Your righteous preaching is truly like that of an imitation of a puppet—

that’s devouring the entirety of the spirit like a display of messy politics,

Or like how I can’t live or die so I squirm as if i’m a slave to it.

Farewell!

With the crimson making its way into your eyes, decaying, rotting, degenerating until it all frays away.

Don’t smirk.

Your detestable face makes another excuse—

to someone's torment, just like that time, back then.

Don’t make light of me, I'll stab that windpipe of yours.

Just like that, again and again, i’ll gorge it deeply,

So the wound will stay.

For the sake of pleasure, I take a single bite,

The wounds pepper your body like thunder.

The five letters written in hiragana,

They can’t be erased, so live with it.

Ah, just like that, forever onward,

Stomping on someone’s eye,

I want to reveal my feelings about this.

I knew that we'd never understand each other for as long as we lived.

Freeing myself of these chains of hatred,

Just to go on the unending journey of solitude.

we’re free now. I’m free now, aren’t I?

I’m free to start a new life from here on.

No need for another name to be attached along with it.

So just stay there and look down from the balcony.