My Own Thoughts

you were so unexpected, watching the way you smile at the littlest things

you were so unexpected, hearing your laugh and the way it makes my heart melt

you were so unexpected, just watching you do the things you love that make you so happy

you were so unexpected, catching you looking at me and then you do that little grin 

you were so unexpected, that it left a toll on me in the long run

We both have insecurities, we both are so scared to give our all. 

but the difference is i’m willing to give you mall and focus on us.

So many trials and tribulations over the course of 7 months but we’re still here, trying to love like we’ve never been hurt 

the reality is those thing that happened in the past are hard to overcome. 

You say appreciate my effort and you’re just so scared to get hurt..truth is i don’t wanna hurt you 

I want to love, care and nurture you. Love you in a way that you haven’t been loved before. Maybe at this point in time it’s a little too much because we’re young 

but time and growth is something that is worth it. 

you forever had this power over me, i could never express how or why i let you keep something that strong over me 

i use to think oh its because i still love you and you still love me but in reality that wasn’t the case. You kept me around for one thing!