Your small town problem

Being unhappy with your situation right now does not make you ungrateful for everything you have. You are allowed to strive for more, to want something different, to explore another direction. It is ok to crave change. It is ok to want something you have wanted for a very long time. It does not mean that you do not appreciate your life as it is. These two things can coexist - you can be very grateful with your life and still want something to change. It is never just black and white. Please do not be so hard on yourself, my love. You are working very hard and you do not need the pressure of having to be grateful and happy all the time. You are human. You are allowed to feel sad and lost. And you will find the life you are hoping for. I promise.