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This is a multifandom roleplay, writing and art blog. Fandoms I'm currently in are Diabolik lovers, Tear of themis and Twisted Wonderland. Twisted wonderland being more interesting to me at this moment. I'll be developing my OCs I have in all universe.
I also want to try out writing for canon characters. So feel free to give me ideas. No requests as of now.
Let's set some RULES beforehand, shall we?~
No nsfw. Suggestive is fine. Flirting is fine. But explicit content shall not be mentioned here.
No spamming. Either my ask box and DMs. Spamming as in more than 4 asks at one time. In this limit, I shall accept. Even so, whether I answer or not vary on my mood. Tho I try to answer everything. It just take some a lot of time.
No hate comment. Any hate directed to me, my muses, a specific community will not be tolerated.
Branching from rule 3. homophobics, transphobic people aren't welcomed here. Take note that admin is a gender fluid.
I don't have any trigger and into pretty much dark and gory stuffs. But even so, extreme things disturb even me. Please be mindful of my mental state.
Canon or not, this is all for fun. Writing is a hobby, not a job.
Because of the multifandom, I'll be tagging accordingly! I'll make a separate post for the tags only.
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About Admin
Tea or Asmo
19
Intj
A tired student (No I will not elaborate)
Asian
Sorry if I don't reply quick to chatting, I need to mentally prepare myself. (Mostly with strangers)
Admin!Tea: Yo. It's Tea on a new blog~ I won't completely transfer everything over here, yet. Little by little, I want to rebuild things here! It's mostly posting art and basic info for my main OCs as of now. But slowly, I'm coming back!
Admin!Tea: So, after a lot of inactivity. I have decided that I will put my roleplaying to a halt! Thank you for you all who sent interactions for Christmas honestly TwT they're very sweet amd thoughtful! And those who still chat me even if I didn't reply to any. Honestly, I'm more on Discord than on tumblr these days. Sorry if I didn't reply or anything.
But currently, all my muses except Kira is dead. Writing is difficult for me. Don't worry tho, that's only because I'm more on drawing mood. I plan to continue my Reira fanfic. Updates aren't regular but I'll get there. I'll write it out just for yall to suffer at the ending *evil laugh*.
Ahem, anyways. If you wanna chat with me, you can ask for my discord in dms~ I can also be found lurking in twisted wonderland rp servers on discord.
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What does your muse smell like? Estella usually smells like sun and lavender fabric softener. She doesn't wear perfume but if she had been out into the forest, she'd come back smelling like oak and sandalwood. Overall very calming notes. To a vampire, she can smell like all sort of flora.
What do your muse's hand feel like? It is small and petite. Often seen with a cotten glove or woolen ones. She seems like she never takes them off. But if you were lucky enough to see her bare hand (why does it feel illegal to say this), you can see that her fingers are covered in light scars from using kitchen knives. They are quite plump also. It is soft to the touch and is quite delicate~ But she handles all these chores like it's nothing!
What does your muse usually eat in a day? All sorts of foods! She likes eating, whether it is to replenish her energy or to simply savor the flavor. Cooking is also a part of her job so she would make a little portion for herself. And she enjoys flowers just as much as she enjoys cooking.
Does your muse have a good singing voice? Mmmm totally. Her voice is soft and pleasant to the ear. Tho she plays the harp than singing most of the time. Her voice will totally lure you in like a siren's though~
Does your muse have any bad habit or nervous ticks? She panic a lot when she's nervous and ends up stuttering. Unable to form proper sentences. She pulls on fabrics amd possibly messes around with whatever she is doing but eventually she'll collect herself. So I'd say it's pretty under control.
What does your muse usually look like/wear? A maid dress she has sewn up herself, black skirt and blouse with a corset. And the 'apron' on the skirt. The sleeves are puffy at the arm. Along with het headpiece. Other casual outfits are quite similar to her official uniform, she had sewn them up herself as well. And she wears a cloak, to cover her elven features and to avoid attracting unnecessary attention.
Is your muse affectionate? Yes she is! She is kind towards strangers and even kinder to her friends and such. Her affection is mostly care and concern though if you don't like someone worrying over you all the time, it can be seen as annoying....? Don't say that to her face, she'll tear up.
What position does your muse sleep in? She sleeps on her back at the start of the night and when she wakes up, she's at the edge of the bed, on her side. Sometimes she even drops down the bed and has to climb up in the middle of day/night. She's a tosser, as unexpected as it seems.
Could you hear your muse in the hallway from another room? When she's walking, not really. Even though she wears boots, she makes little to no noises walking. If she talks tho, you can hear her voice just barely. But not enough to make out what exactly she's saying.
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Admin!Tea: Changing my tags.... Normally, I should transfer to a new blog but eh I'm lazy and can't work on a whole new blog so here are all the tags and I will replace them in my posts when I gets on pc. These are general tags. I'll do muses' ones individually.
What does your muse smell like? She smells pretty decent to a human. She doesn't wear perfume and prefer to stay odourless. However the rose shampoo she uses sometimes can be smelt from her hair. But to a vampire, she basically smells like rotten flesh. The intensity only varies, stronger when alert, mild when relaxed.
What do your muse's hand feel like? It's quite soft but strong. It's not all that small but you can feel the veins and bones underneath if you were to hold her hand. Slender and thin fingers. I would say she has a pretty hand.
What does your muse usually eat in a day? It can vary. If she cooks, it's simple dishes like pasta, noodles, rice with a side fried egg. She likes chicken but never beef cuz it makes her scars itch. She doesn't mind vegetables, she loves fried cabbage with eggs. But once in a while she takes her time to cook what she likes to eat. Curry, dumplings and all the food to awaken her inner Chinese self.
Does your muse have a good singing voice? Yes, but she doesn't sing normally. She sings very well especially english songs, her accent would also give points to the singing.
Does your muse have any bad habit or nervous ticks? If smoking is not a bad habit, it'll definitely be biting her fingernails, growling, excessive anger towards thin air. She can't be too nervous, she's not used to it. It'll break out in somewhat anger tantrum, yelling and violent behaviours.
What does your muse usually look like/wear? She wears a baggy button up shirt with a trousers or a skirt. A necktie, a quick sock or leggings if it was skirt and her heeled boot. Whether she uses ties or not may vary depending on where is she going. Sometimes she wears a coat if it's cold, but usually she hates heat so she doesn't wear layers.
Is your muse affectionate? At first met, not at all. She's always on edge so you're lucky if she even have a conversation with you. But if she is close with you, she's as clingy as a sloth. She is very affectionate at that state of relationship.
What position does your muse sleep in? Curled up on her sides, doesn't matter which. She makes herself small when sleeping so that she won't be noticed easily..... in a sense?
Could you hear your muse in the hallway from another room? Hmm I don't think so. She's always quiet, walks quietly, speaks quietly unless she was yelling. So, if she's not angry, you can't really hear her unless you're a vampire.
- reiji has a phd in chemistry and because of that he always likes to write Dr. in front of his name just to show off.
- surprisingly, he's had no professional training in actual medicine - everything he knows is from treating his maniac brothers when they accidentally blow something up.
- his vision is so bad that he can only wear these specific thin rectangular frames. any bigger than this and he starts to feel disoriented
- reiji thinks of himself as a sapiosexual; someone who's attracted to intelligence.
- that's all bullshit though. intelligent people make him feel slightly self conscious, and he starts to overcompensate and compare himself to them too much. he's better off liking someone dumb as shit so he doesn't feel the competition.
- he hates it when women baby-talk their kids. he feels like it delays their language skills from developing
- reiji has a mix of tea leaves he's customized to his own tastes. he calls it hawaiian black sand - and his highest declaration of love is probably gifting someone a packet of it
- reiji despises stuffed toys. the idea of someone being weak enough to depend on an animal shaped bag of cotton is downright gross to him. he eyes kanato's teddy with a vaguely malevolent light - he'd love to bin it if kanato wouldn't go ballistic afterwards.
- reiji once read something online about women liking guys with a cute ass and he stared at his own in the bathroom mirror for fifteen minutes trying to decide whether or not it was 'cute'
- it wasn't. shu's the only one who inherited that Fat Ass™ genetic and reiji hates him for it
- when reiji does laundry he shrinks all of shu's clothes on purpose. shu's clothes are also the only clothes in the sakamaki laundry load that have never felt the soft scented embrace of lavender fabric softener
- he had a bonsai tree phase. people told him that he was really meticulous so he'd be a great bonsai owner, so reiji got it into his head that it was a perfect hobby for a 'refined gentleman' like him and bought expensive seedlings with all the miniature tools and pots
- reiji has many skills. but he does not, apparently, have a green thumb. all the trees died of bad vibes and over pruning
- one of the only gifts reiji ever got from his mother was a goldfish. he disliked how pathetic of gift it was, but kept diligent care of it either way. and being a goldfish species of the demon realm the damn fish grew up to be the size of a baby killer whale
- reiji would always scoff at the thought of being a diligent fish owner
- but then his brothers always remind him of the time he walked out an vampire dinner party while absentmindedly adjusting his tie and saying sorry but he had to feed his fish
- reiji developed a brief nervous stutter as a child. though he was trained out of it by elocution experts his tongue still sometimes trips up on 'm' sounds (probably because of the anxiety he used to feel while saying, "m-m-mother?")
- that maternal neglect left an open wound in reiji's personality. everytime he thinks he's stitched it shut he sees a casual display of affection - like a mother picking her son up from daycare with a smile on her face, brushing his hair back into place with her fingers and asking him about his day
- and then reiji feels the stitches fly open, seam by seam until the pulsing red mess of his heart is sagging open again.
- his favourite place to kiss his lover is those small, barely thought about places. the knuckles, the curving shoulder, the nape of the neck. reiji presses brief pecks here and there on their skin while his mind is busy somewhere else.
- he has this thing in which he can't work properly if he's the only one panicking about something. so whenever there's a crisis, reiji tries to rile everyone up because he feels like if someone else is on 'panic duty' he can finally work on solving the problem.
- reiji's mbti type is an INTJ, the mastermind - and that's just what he is. he's obsessed with controlling every shred of his relationships with people. he engineers everything from the first meeting to the first date, and his planning stays strong until the violent end.
- it's the end of a relationship he never knows what to with. anger? icy indifference? he can never do it right.
- the moment he feels a bond with someone begin to sever all of his carefully crafted speeches go straight out the window. all he can do is grit his teeth and look away.
- reiji's greatest agony is that he knows he never control people, not really. he could have a fist around their pulsing heart and they would still say something that completely blindsides him.
- his only other option is to find someone who loves him for the neurotic, needy mess he is. and who would want that, he wonders? his own mother couldn't stand him...
- if you see the wreck of a man he really is and still choose to love him - then reiji can't decide whether you're brave or just really, really stupid.
- ....but like i said, he loves stupid people. so you're an ideal match.
Trigger warning: Behavior of trauma, manipulation if you can see. But most are fluff.
Treating her wounds. Kira seems more relaxed now than the first time she had woken up. She wouldn’t let him treat her wounds at all with those frightened eyes. Although he can’t blame her, who knows what kind of events she had gone through. She’s an intriguing person, even after all those traumatizing conditions she had, she is now more like a normal person. She sits still as Reiji unwrap the worn out bandages. Chatter can be heard from her. However, he broke out in the middle, unwrapping the remaining bandages off her skin.
“I hadn’t asked for your name yet, right?”, Reiji stated, which seemed to strike Kira in a trance.
She shook her head, after a short pause, she was finally willing to speak. “My name is Kira… Though my last name? I’m not sure…”
He cuts the parts of bandages that were sticking to her skin with a scissors, pondering over her exclaim, “It is normal to have slight amnesia after such an injury. No need to push yourself, it will come to you naturally”
Suddenly, Kira hissed, jerking away from his hand touching her back. There was a sharp pain on the wound just now. What did he do? Before she could even complain, there was an apologetic voice from behind.
“Ah I'm sorry, I accidentally pulled at a scabs removing the bandages. It's not bleeding, don't worry. But I suppose I need to apply some ointments around the area from the look of it”
She shuts her mouth, she was about to yell at him then it hits her that he is trying to help her. There's no need to be this on alert. Sighing, she went back to her previous relaxing state.
“I'm sorry for overreacting as well. It wasn't my intention.... The pain just startled me.... After what all those people did to me”
Piquing Reiji's interest, “Who are those people?". The question may not have the best intention, however, it came off rather sweet and concerned.
Stopping in her thoughts, cold sweats forming on her nape and rolling down to her shoulder. “W-well... T-these people.... These people.... They're plain horrible! I- I hate them!”
Tears in her eyes, she covered her ears with her hands. Shaking.
Reiji tries to calm the girl down. There's no use panicking after all. Taking her hands away from her ears, he looked into her eyes and spoke rather fiercely.
“You are safe. You are safe with me here. Right now, right here. They can't get you”
Shocked eyes stared into his red rubies. Red is supposed to remind her of the blood, the horror. But instead, his eyes provides her with warmth and affection she missed. Her tensed up expression turned sad one and she launched into him. Grabbing his waist tightly as she sobbed. Helplessly, she cried out to him.
“Why.... Why do you help me? Someone like me... should be left to die”
Smiling, he stroked her hair, her back is a bloodied mess he needs to clean up now. She moved around too much.
“I wish to be a doctor one day. Saving people like you. More than just one. I think it's a natural thing.... and rather beautiful”
How sweet his words are... She relaxed into the pat on her head. What a mess she has gotten this young lad into. What a heavy guilt she's feeling. He's an innocent soul, wishing to help people when all she did was the opposite....
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Out in the hallway, a certain fedora wearing redhead stood. The signature smug expression present. Reiji doesn't like it. Laito is the last person he wants to meet after dealing with this. Did he hear her sobs?
Reiji being wordless, he was going to walk off then he heard a voice. Ah here he goes.
“Isn't it rare, Reiji-kun?~ Picking up a girl for yourself”
“Does this look like one of your playdates, Laito?”, scowling, his face surely tells how unpleasant this conversation is.
“Pfft, not at all. I'm just wondering if I can pursue her if you don't?”
Reiji's eyes glinted red under dimly lit candlelight. Sarcasm drips down from his words. Is he feeling possessive? Perhaps.
“I thought you were included in complaining me that this person stinks. Or was it my mistake?”, most certainly not.
Laito, not losing his composure. Of course who is he kidding? This pervert is absolutely shameless. “But I can maybe retain my disgust if she was a little pretty”, he said with a shrug.
After silence from Reiji, he continued. Seemingly with more serious expression. Finally, he's getting to his point. “But I want to say that, despite the putrid scent. I can feel this aura of danger from her. You should maybe give a background check~”
“That is without saying”, although he doesn't believe that this girl can be dangerous. Nor does he believe her meek reactions earlier. “I was going to look into her past. It's not everyday you see someone covered in scars and blood, and equally meek”, there must be something to find out.
“Sure. It always takes a thief to catch another thief, by the way~”
Reiji, shaking his head, everything is not all that complicated. Walking out from there. He went to prepare something for the girl to eat. She oddly and specifically suggested porridge. That would be his goal to make perfectly as of now. She is starting to trust him.
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By the time she finished eating, it's already late into the evening. He said goodnights to her. And that it was almost time for his classes. With additional warning to not go wandering around the mansion. She doesn't understand why but he must have some peculiarities. She won't complain.
But being a nocturnal and having slept all day, she can't help but feel bored. Soon she found herself in a place she wasn't forbidden to be in: the beautiful rose garden. She felt a sort of sentimental seeing such pure, white roses. The thorns adorning the stems very much reminds her how dangerous such purity may become.
It was a peaceful night, there was no one to disturb her. Nothing to worry. Just watching the night sky until it gets too chilly to her liking. She brought a rose back to the room. Now that she notice, it was different from when she was first awaken. It was some sort of a lab. This room is more like a regular bedroom. Regular as in, with an extravagant queen sized bed and a decent apartment complex sized area. Rich people, she thought.
She puts the little white rose in the vase by the window frame and laid down on the bed, it's a little past 4 am. She is getting drowsy from the medication she was given. In the best way possible, she falls asleep. Lost in the dreamland, she didn't feel an ounce of discomfort.
This is what safety feels like. Everything is slow paced and gentle to the mind. The red slowly fading to pastel as the blood washed away.
But everything has to come to an end once the sun sets. The beautiful pastel red won't stay long until it all turns black. If she remains there, she will ruin this kind man's future for certain. Her eyes shot open at the realization. It's already morning and the light pouring in to her room. She forgot to close the window last night. Now the effect of the medication is worn off and she is wide awake after two hours of sleeping....
She rolled out of her bed, leaving the soft mattress and warm enclosure. There is warm food on the coffee table. She frowned, feeling guilty for being such a burden. He didn't come to chat with her that day. He even rushed giving her meals and medicines. He must be really busy.
Dwelling around the room without going out, she tried to catch up the sleeps she missed. And a few checking upon the only item she brought there. Cleaning it using the bathroom in her room. It was such a normal day. Such peaceful day. She should be satisfied with such but she finds herself yearning for something. Something she can't describe. Was it his presence?
“That can't be...”, she mumbled with a crack of gentle smile. How selfish I'm being.
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This is essential to read before reading my content! Please read this BEFORE reading the whole story.
All Canon characters belong to Rejet, Diabolik Lovers game. I do not claim them as mine, nor label them as anything! Everything in this is for plot!
However, there are my original characters (OCs) in the story. These are mine.
There will be CG edits and art edited/made by me. I do not restrict anyone to or not to use those arts. The CGs belong to Rejet and Ideal Factory and I would only edit it to fit the story description.
The timeline lies before Haunted Dark Bridal which means Yui isn't there, yet.
If you are obsessed with Yui, please do not read. Kira is a cruel creature.
There'll be a few reference of Reiji's HDB and Ayato's so beware of minor spoilers.
There will be dark topics such as gore, blood, weapons, violence, trauma, mental disorder, manipulation and a lot more! I will tag them accordingly and put a warning above the chapter.
I'm not a native English speaker. If there is any mistakes in my writing, I apologize in advance.
I write for fun. So let's have fun!~
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If you cannot handle such topics, please, straight out do not read. I'd hate to make someone uncomfortable by my writings. You have been warned.