to ache is to be alive; ✮˚.⋆

do we think the next how to disappear completely chapter is going to be maggie confronting mike or mike realising that maggie knows because of emails?? OR WHAT???

HOLY SHIT THE F UCKINH EMAILS

It really annoys me when people say that trans men have privilege over trans women because “men of minority groups always have privilege over women of the same minority group”. Like okay but that’s cis people. That’s cis men. It’s entirely different for trans people??? Name me one privilege or benefit that trans men get over trans women that doesn’t require the trans man to be stealth.

I just wish I could read mike wheeler's fanfiction, i know he would write some bangers.

oh. grace has never known an untraumatized rocky. he's never known a rocky from before he was the sole survivor of erid's first and only space mission. he's never known a rocky from before he had to live through nearly half a century of utter solitude, nearly half a century of not being watched while he slept, nearly half a century of wallowing in his perceived failure. he's never known the rocky that was adrian's mate. the rocky that was chosen to be the engineer of the blip-a. the rocky that was. and he never will. that rocky no longer exists. oh.

genuinely wtf is the person in the screenshot talking about ?? something something pancakes waffles how dare you say we piss on the poor

mike being semi verbal during sex. he feels like he has to say more, be more direct, respond to will frequently and it’s so draining for him. put he pushes through for their first few times so they can understand each other better. but one day after work he really wants sex but is too tired to keep masking. somehow will picks it up and switches to really simple questions for the rest of the night. doesn’t ask mike to use his words, just studies his reactions, listens to the inflections of his moans, feels the twitch of his muscles to make sure mikes still consenting and having a good time. and mike just cries because he never thought he could have someone understand him so completely. never thought he could turn his brain off and not be in active conversation all the time. the orgasm is mediocre because they’re still new to each others bodies. but it’s better than anything they’ve done before because mike finally felt like himself.

WAIT YEAH

unpopular opinion but i think mike and will should have made out idk

omg yeah, let's call this byler variant sodomy lawless 18+ x-rated spicy controversial byler !!