Summary: Sam's always been your obedient little puppy, but after a hunt that nearly kills him, you decide to remind him who he belongs to. By the end of the night he's on the floor, crying inside you, and begging to know if he's still your good boy.
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warnings: Sam Winchester x fem!Reader (Reader is named Bambi 'I hate the Y/n thingy, just know it's you'), Season 1-2 vibes, Bratty!Black Cat!Reader x Whiny!Golden Retriever! Sam, Crying during sex (male tears), Praise Kink, Size Kink, Desperation, Emotional hurt/comfort, Rough sex turned soft, Begging, Dean Winchester is a judgmental brother, Overstimulation, Hair pulling, Aftercare, Clingy!Sam, Slight OOC, Coquette aesthetic reader who looks submissive and absolutely is not, Foot pressure, Degradation, Thigh squeezing, Bobby Singer is permanently confused
Dean Winchester had seen a lot of weird things in his life.
Demons. Ghosts. Vampires. His brother drinking blood from a demon's wrist in some backwards panic room while their dad's journal sat on the table like a ticking time bomb.
But nothing—nothing—prepared him for whatever the hell was happening between Sam and Bambi.
They'd picked her up three hunts ago. Some girl from a bar in Ohio who turned out to know more about wendigos than any civilian should.
When Dean first saw her he'd thought—okay. Small. Delicate. Five foot six on a good day. Mary Jane shoes with little white lace socks. A bow in her hair. Pink ballet flats when she wasn't hunting. She looked like she'd blow over in a strong wind. Like she should be at home baking cookies or whatever it was soft girls did.
She looked like the kind of girl Sam would have to be gentle with. The kind of girl who'd need protecting. The kind of girl who'd say "please" and "thank you" and blush when things got rough.
Dean could not have been more wrong.
It started small. At least that's what Dean told himself.
Dean had been mid-sip of his beer. Just a normal Tuesday in a normal motel room. He watched Sam—six foot four, two hundred plus pounds of muscle and Stanford education—stand up immediately and grab the duffel bag from the corner without a single word.
Not a sigh. Not a "get it yourself." Nothing.
Bambi was sitting on the bed crossing her ankles. Her little white socks had a lace trim. Her Mary Janes were dusty from the road. She looked like a doll. Untouchable. Sweet.
She didn't even look at Sam when she took the bag. Just sifted through it, found what she needed, and dropped it back on the bed.
ONE word. That's all she gave him.
And Sam sat back down. Smiling.
Dean almost choked on his beer.
He stepped aside so fast he nearly tripped over his own feet and Bambi didn't even acknowledge it. Just walked past him in her little ballet flats like he was furniture.
And every single time Sam just took it. Ears turning pink. Eyes dropping to the floor like a scolded puppy. Then looking back up at her like she hung the fucking moon.
One afternoon at Bobby's place, Dean watched it happen in real time.
Bambi was sitting on Bobby's couch. Legs crossed at the ankle. Pink bow in her hair. Looking like she'd wandered out of a vintage photo. Sam walked past her with a cup of coffee and she just held out her hand without looking up from her book.
Then walked back to the kitchen to make himself another one without a word.
Bobby watched this happen from behind his desk. Looked at Dean. Dean looked at Bobby.
"The hell is wrong with your brother?" Bobby asked under his breath.
"She looks like she should be making him cookies and he's— what— her butler?"
Bobby adjusted his cap and went back to his books. Clearly deciding it was none of his business.
(It became his business about twenty minutes later when Bambi snapped "Sam, come here" from the other room and Sam literally dropped what he was doing and went. Bobby stared at the doorway for a full ten seconds before looking at Dean with an expression that said what kind of reverse universe bullshit is this.)
Dean pulled Sam aside that night behind Bobby's house.
"You just— she just— Sam, she called you useless and you apologized."
Sam shrugged. Looked away. "She was right. I forgot the salt."
"You forgot the salt and she called you useless and you said sorry like you kicked her dog."
"She's not—" Dean pinched the bridge of his nose. "Sam. Look at her. She's wearing a bow. She's got lace socks. She looks like she'd cry if you raised your voice at her."
Sam's jaw tightened. "She wouldn't."
"I KNOW that now. But my point is—" Dean gestured vaguely. "You're six four. You could bench press her with one hand. She looks like a strong wind would carry her away. What is happening with you?"
Sam didn't answer. But his ears were red again and he wouldn't make eye contact and Dean realized with dawning horror that his little brother was gone for this woman.
Completely. Utterly. Gone.
And the worst part? The part that made Dean want to pour holy water in his own eyes? Sam liked it. Loved it. Being talked down to by a girl in Mary Janes with a ribbon in her hair. Being told he was pathetic and dumb and useless by someone who looked like she should be in a painting hanging above a fireplace.
It made no sense. It made perfect sense. Dean hated every second of knowing about it.
The hunt in Blackwater was supposed to be easy.
Rawhead. Basements. Easy kill.
Except nothing was ever easy.
The rawhead was faster than the lore suggested. Stronger. It threw Sam into a wall so hard the drywall cracked and Bambi screamed his name in a way that didn't sound mean at all and Dean didn't have time to process that because he was being tossed across the room like a ragdoll.
Sam got back up. Because of course he did. Stupid self-sacrificing bastard.
But he went in reckless. No plan. No backup. Just charged at the thing with an iron rod and a death wish and Bambi watched it happen in slow motion.
She killed it. Single electrocution hit to the wet basement floor while Sam was pinned underneath it. The thing seized and screamed and died and Sam was left gasping on the ground with burns on his arms and blood on his face.
When it was over Bambi was kneeling next to him. Her white lace socks were soaked with basement water. Her Mary Janes were scuffed. Her little pink bow had fallen out of her hair at some point and she looked fragile and small and furious all at once.
Her hands gripped his jacket collar. Yanking him up slightly just to slam him back down.
"What the hell was that? You just— you ran in— you could have DIED, you stupid, useless—"
"You had to WHAT? Be a hero? Get yourself killed? For WHAT?"
Her voice cracked on the last word and Sam saw it. Just for a second. The fear underneath all the sharp edges. She'd been scared. She was still scared.
And he suddenly felt like he was standing in a room he wasn't supposed to be in.
"I'm taking the Impala back," Dean said carefully. "Get some rest. We'll head out in the morning."
Sam barely looked at him. Eyes fixed on Bambi like she was the only person in the world.
Dean grabbed his keys and left.
He did not want to know what happened next.
(He absolutely wanted to know what happened next. But he respected his brother enough to pretend he didn't.)
The motel room was quiet after Dean left.
Bambi hadn't moved from where she was kneeling next to Sam on the bed. Still gripping his collar. Still furious. Her hair was messy now without the bow. Her lace socks were ruined. She still looked soft. Delicate. Like a porcelain doll that had been dropped and cracked but hadn't shattered yet.
Sam's arms were burnt. Not badly, but enough that they needed cleaning. His lip was split. There was a gash on his forehead that was going to leave a mark.
He looked up at her with those big brown eyes. Floppy hair a mess. Blood drying on his face.
"I'm sorry," he whispered.
"You're pathetic. You know that? Absolutely pathetic. Can't even follow a simple plan. Useless. Dumb. Reckless—"
Each word landed like a slap and Sam took every single one. Eyes dropping. Jaw tight. Because she was right. He was all of those things.
But then her grip on his collar loosened. Her thumb brushed against his jaw. Just barely. Her small hand against his stubbled jaw. Delicate fingers on rough skin.
"Get on the floor," she said quietly.
Not from fear. From want.
He slid off the bed. Slowly. His knees hitting the nasty motel carpet and he didn't even care. He sat back on his heels. Hands flat on his thighs. Looking up at her.
From this angle she looked even smaller. Perched on the edge of the bed with her ruined lace socks and her scuffed Mary Janes and her messy hair without the bow. She looked like something that should be protected. Cherished.Handled gently.
She was none of those things.
Bambi sat on the edge of the bed. Looking down at him. And for a moment she just... looked. Taking him in. All six foot four of him folded up on the floor at her feet like he was made to be there.
"You scared me," she said. So quiet Sam almost missed it.
She studied him. His burnt arms. His split lip. The way his chest was rising and falling a little too fast.
Then she moved. Slowly. Deliberately. She lifted one foot—the scuffed Mary Jane still on—and pressed it against his crotch. Not hard. Just... there. Pressure. Just enough for him to feel it.
"You've been sitting there taking it," she said. "Haven't complained once. Haven't argued. Just taking everything I give you like a good little puppy."
Sam whimpered. Actually whimpered. The sound came out of him before he could stop it and his face flushed red.
Bambi pressed down a little harder with her foot and Sam's hips twitched up involuntarily.
"Ah ah." Her voice was sharp. "Be still."
He froze. Thighs trembling with the effort of not moving.
His eyes fluttered shut. A shaky breath escaping through his nose. The praise hitting him like a drug straight to his bloodstream.
"You like that?" Bambi asked. She already knew the answer.
"Yes— yes ma'am. I like it."
She rubbed her foot against him slowly. Lazy pressure. Back and forth. The worn leather of her Mary Jane dragging against him through his jeans and Sam's mouth fell open. Hands still flat on his thighs because she hadn't said he could move them.
"You're so pathetic," she said. No malice in it this time. Almost fond. "Sitting on a dirty motel floor with a split lip getting hard from being stepped on by a girl in lace socks."
Sam nodded. Couldn't deny it. Wouldn't even try.
"Pathetic," she repeated. Pressed down a little harder. "Dumb. Useless."
Each word made his cock twitch against the sole of her shoe and they both felt it.
"But you are being good for me, aren't you, Sammy?"
His eyes snapped open. Glassy. Desperate.
"Yes. I'm—I'm being good. I promise I'm being good."
"I know you are." She tilted her head. Her small frame casting a shadow over him from the bed. "You want a treat?"
Sam's whole body went rigid. His head nodding so fast it was almost funny. Ears bright red. Lips parted. Looking up at her like she was holding his entire world in her hands.
Bambi leaned back on the bed. Slowly. Her foot leaving him and Sam had to physically stop himself from whining at the loss. She kicked off one Mary Jane. Then the other. Her little white lace socks damp and dirty from the basement. She spread her legs. Hooked her thumbs in the waistband of her underwear. Pulled them to the side.
He could see her. Glistening. Wet. Right there in front of him and his hands were FLEXING on his thighs and his jaw was clenched so tight it hurt and every single nerve in his body was screaming at him to MOVE—
Because she hadn't said he could.
"Please," he choked out. "Bambi— please— I'll be so good I swear I'll be so good please let me— I need it— please—"
He wasn't even forming full sentences anymore. Just fragments. Desperate. Pathetic. Tears pricking at the corners of his eyes because he wanted it so badly it physically hurt.
Bambi watched him fall apart on the floor in front of her. This massive man. Destroyed. By her. By the girl in the lace socks and the missing bow and the scuffed Mary Janes kicked carelessly on the floor.
Something warm flickered in her chest.
"Come here," she said softly.
Sam didn't walk. He didn't crawl.
His mouth was on her before she could take another breath and Bambi's head fell back against the pillow with a gasp. He wasn't gentle. Wasn't slow. He was devouring her like a man who'd been starving for weeks and finally got handed a meal.
His tongue pressed flat against her and dragged up slowly before his lips closed around her and sucked and Bambi's hand flew to his hair. Gripping. Pulling. Her small fingers tangling in his floppy hair and yanking.
His hands gripped her thighs. Fingers digging in hard enough to leave bruises and she could already feel them forming. His tongue was everywhere. Relentless. Desperate. Like he needed to taste every inch of her or he'd die.
She hit the side of his head. "I said slow—"
He moaned against her. A broken, needy sound that vibrated through her whole body and she squeezed her thighs around his head. Tight. Tighter. His vision blurred at the edges. Ears ringing. And he still didn't stop. If anything the pressure made him work harder.
But then—through the haze of pleasure and the loss of oxygen—Bambi felt it. How perfectly his tongue was moving. How he'd found the exact spot that made her toes curl inside her damp lace socks and he was staying there. Consistent. Dedicated. Good.
Sam gasped for air but didn't pull away. Just breathed against her wet skin for a second before diving back in and Bambi's fingers tightened in his hair.
"Okay," she breathed. "Okay. Stop."
He pulled back immediately. Whining. Nuzzling his face against her inner thigh like he couldn't stand to be that far away. Staring at her pussy with glassy desperate eyes. His lips swollen and wet. Floppy hair sticking to his tear-streaked forehead.
"Take your dick out," she said.
Sam's hands moved so fast he almost ripped his belt off. Fumbling. Shaking. Eager in a way that would be embarrassing if he had any dignity left.
His cock sprang free. Red. Hard. Leaking at the tip. Angry and desperate and Bambi looked at it. Looked at him. This enormous man falling apart at her feet while she lay there in nothing but ruined lace socks.
"Pathetic," she murmured. But her voice was soft now.
She reached into her bag. Pulled out a condom. Rolled it onto him herself and Sam's whole body shuddered at her small hands on him.
Then she swung a leg over him. Positioned herself. And sank down.
She was warm and wet and tight around him and he was balls deep before he even processed it and his hands found her hips and gripped hard but didn't move. Just held. Anchoring. His large hands almost covering her entire waist.
Bambi started to move. Slow. Rolling her hips. Setting the pace. Controlling everything. And Sam just took it. Head thrown back. Neck exposed. Whining with every movement. This giant of a man completely at the mercy of a girl who looked like she should be on a greeting card.
"Good boy," she breathed. "Holding back for me so good."
His hips twitched up involuntarily and she stilled.
"Ah. I didn't say you could move."
"Sorry— sorry I'm sorry—"
"Shh. It's okay." She leaned down. Her small body pressing against his broad chest. Her mouth right next to his ear. "You can move. Be good."
He snapped his hips up. Hard. Deep. One hand still on her hip the other flying to the sheets and gripping so hard the fabric pulled. And the sounds that came out of him—whining, whimpering, desperate—
"Am I doing good?" His voice cracked. "Bambi— am I— tell me— am I your good boy? Please— I need to know— please tell me I'm your good boy—"
Tears were streaming down his face. Not sad. Just overwhelmed. So full of everything—her, the praise, the feeling of being inside her, the permission to move, the fact that she was LETTING him have this—
"You're so dumb," Bambi gasped. But her voice was shaking. "Pathetic. Can't even— fuck—"
He thrust up hard. Hit the spot that made her vision white.
"Yes," she breathed. Broken. "Yes. You are. Fuck— you're— yes—"
The meanness was crumbling. Each word less sharp than the last. The "yes yes you are" came out breathless and ruined and nothing like the cutting tone she used earlier. This tiny soft girl coming undone on top of him and Sam could feel it.
Sam heard the difference. Heard her break and his crying picked up because he did that. He made her feel good enough that she couldn't even be mean to him anymore.
"You're my good boy," she whispered. Soft. Almost reverent. "So good for me, Sammy. My good boy."
Sam sobbed. His rhythm going sloppy. Overwhelmed. Overstimulated. Tears and sweat and floppy hair sticking to his forehead and he was so close but he couldn't— he needed—
"Can I— please— can I come— Bambi please— I need to— I'll be good I swear I'll—"
"Yes. Come for me. Be good. Cum for me, Sammy."
His whole body seized. A raw broken sound tearing out of his throat as he came. Hips jerking up erratically. Hand on her hip gripping so tight it would definitely bruise. Tears running down his face into his hair. This massive man completely wrecked beneath a girl in dirty lace socks.
Bambi rode him through it. Slower now. Gentler. Watching him fall apart beneath her and something in her chest ached in the best way.
When he finally stilled she didn't move off him right away. Just sat there. Looking down at him.
Sam's eyes were closed. Tears still slipping down his temples into his hair. Chest heaving. Lips swollen and parted. Completely and utterly wrecked.
"Open your eyes," she said quietly.
He did. Glassy. Wet. Looking up at her like she was everything.
"You did so good," she whispered.
His face crumpled. Fresh tears spilling over and he reached for her. Pulling her down against his chest. Big arms wrapping around her small body and holding her so tight. Her head fit perfectly under his chin. Her small frame tucked against his massive chest like she was made to be there.
"Don't let go," he mumbled into her hair. Voice raw from crying. "Please don't— just stay—"
"I'm not going anywhere, Sammy."
He held her like she might disappear. Clingy. Needy. His face buried in her neck and his breath hot against her skin and his big body curling around her smaller one like he could shield her from the entire world.
She ran her small fingers through his sweaty hair. Gentle. Softer than she'd been all night.
"You scared me today," she said again.
She pressed a kiss to his temple. Barely there. Sam made a small sound and held her tighter.
They stayed like that for a long time.
Dean came back the next morning with coffee and donuts and walked in on Sam and Bambi on one bed. Sam was wrapped around her like a koala. Face pressed into her back. One arm draped over her waist. Completely unconscious.
Bambi was awake. Looking at her phone. Her other Mary Jane was on the floor next to the bed. One lace sock on. One off. Her hair was a mess. She looked soft and small and rumpled and completely unbothered.
She didn't even acknowledge Dean.
He looked at the hickey on Sam's neck.
"I don't want to know," he said.
Dean set the coffee down harder than necessary and went to the bathroom.
Two days later at Bobby's, Dean watched Sam set a plate of food in front of Bambi without being asked. She was wearing fresh white socks with new lace trim. Fresh pink bow in her hair. Fresh Mary Janes. Looking like she'd stepped out of a vintage dollhouse.
She looked up at Sam. "Sit."
Bobby looked at Dean. Dean looked at Bobby.
"I don't even have a theory for this one," Bobby said quietly.
On the couch, Bambi reached over and patted Sam's head once. Twice. Like he was a dog.
Sam's eyes closed and he leaned into her hand and smiled like he'd just been handed the world.
Bobby took a long sip of whiskey.
Neither of them said a word.
A/N : If you couldn’t tell I love the opposites attract trope sooo much, plus like her being mean while looking like an angel is perfect for season 1-3 Sam, I hope yall enjoyed this is my first proper I’m back post, and it’s one yall been begging for so eat it up! - Cherry out!!